Henry Dunbar: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Henry Dunbar: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Fiction
"Smoking my after-dinner cigar in the narrow pathways and miniature
shrubberies of my mother's garden, I could venture to think of my lost
Margaret; and I did think of her, and pray for her with as fervent
aspirations as ever rose from a man's faithful heart. And in the dusky
stillness of the evening, with the faint odour of dewy flowers round
me, and distant stars shining dimly in that far-off opal sky; against
which the branches of the elms looked so black and dense, I used to
beguile myself—or it may be that the influence of the scene and hour
beguiled me—into the thought that my separation from Margaret could be
only a temporary one. We loved each other so truly! And after all, what
under heaven is stronger than love? I thought of my poor girl in some
lonely, melancholy place, hiding with her guilty father; in daily
companionship with a miserable wretch, whose life must be made hideous
to himself by the memory of his crime. I thought of the
self-abnegation, the heroic devotion, which made Margaret strong enough
to endure such an existence as this: and out of my belief in the
justice of Heaven there grew up in my mind the faith in a happier life
in store for my noble girl.
"My mother supported me in this faith. She knew all Margaret's story
now, and she sympathized with my love and admiration for Joseph
Wilmot's daughter. A woman's heart must have been something less than
womanly if it could have failed to appreciate my darling's devotion:
and my mother was about the last of womankind to be wanting in
tenderness and compassion for any one who had need of her pity and was
worthy of her love.
"So we both cherished the thought of the absent girl in our minds,
talking of her constantly on quiet evenings, when we sat opposite to
each other in the snug lamp-lit drawing-room, unhindered by the
presence of guests. We did not live by any means a secluded or gloomy
life, for my mother was fond of pleasant society: and I was quite as
true to Margaret while associating with agreeable people, and hearing
cheerful voices buzzing round me, as I could have been in a hermitage
whose stillness was only broken by the howling of the storm.
"It was in the dreariest part of the winter which followed Joseph
Wilmot's escape that an incident occurred which gave me a
strangely-mingled feeling of pleasure and pain. I was sitting one
evening in my mother's breakfast-parlour—a little room situated close
to the hall-door—when I heard the ringing of the bell at the
garden-gate. It was nine o'clock at night, a bitter wintry night, in
which I should least have expected any visitor. So I went on reading my
paper, while my mother speculated about the matter.
"Three minutes after the bell had rung, our parlour-maid came into the
room, and placed something on the table before me.
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