My dearest Lydia,--With this you will receive the duplicate of
the letter I sent you a month ago, by the overland despatch. May
it find you prepared to come! All the thoughts and views which I
have had of the subject since first addressing you, add tenfold
confirmation to my first opinion; and I trust that the blessed
God will graciously make it appear that I have been acting under
a right direction, by giving the precious gift to me and to the
Church in India. I sometimes regret that I had not obtained a
promise from you of following me at the time of our last parting
at Gurlyn, as I am occasionally apt to be excessively impatient
at the long delay. Many, many months must elapse before I can
see you or even hear how you shall determine. The instant your
mind is made up you will send a letter by the overland despatch.
George will let you know how it is to be prepared, as the
Company have given some printed directions. It is a consolation
to me during this long suspense, that had I engaged with you
before my departure I should not have had such a satisfactory
conviction of it being the will of God. The Commander-in-chief
is in doubt to which of the three following stations he shall
appoint me--Benares, Patna, or Moorshedabad; it will be the
last, most probably. This is only two days' journey from
Calcutta. I shall take my departure in about six weeks. In the
hour that remains, I must endeavour to write to my dear sister
Emma, and to Sally. By the fleet which will sail hence in about
two months, they will receive longer letters. You will then, I
hope, have left England. I am very happy here in preparing for
my delightful work, but I should be happier still if I were
sufficiently fluent in the language to be actually employed; and
happiest of all if my beloved Lydia were at my right hand,
counselling and animating me. I am not very willing to end my
letter to you; it is difficult not to prolong the enjoyment of
speaking, as it were, to one who occupies so much of my sleeping
and waking hours; but here, alas! I am aware of danger; and my
dear Lydia will, I hope, pray that her unworthy friend may love
no creature inordinately.
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