Serampore: September 1806.
How earnestly do I long for the arrival of my dearest Lydia!
Though it may prove at last no more than a waking dream that I
ever expected to receive you in India, the hope is too pleasing
not to be cherished till I am forbidden any longer to hope. Till
I am assured of the contrary, I shall find a pleasure in
addressing you as my own. If you are not to be mine you will
pardon me; but my expectations are greatly encouraged by the
words you used when we parted at Gurlyn, that I had better _go
out_ free, implying, as I thought, that you would not be
unwilling to follow me if I should see it to be the will of God
to make the request. I was rejoiced also to see in your letter
that you unite your name with mine when you pray that God would
keep us both in the path of duty: from this I infer that you are
by no means _determined_ to remain separate from me. You will
not suppose, my dear Lydia, that I mention these little things
to influence your conduct, or to implicate you in an engagement.
No, I acknowledge that you are perfectly free, and I have no
doubt that you will act as the love and wisdom of our God shall
direct. Your heart is far less interested in this business than
mine, in all probability; and this on one account I do not
regret, as you will be able to see more clearly the directions
of God's providence. About a fortnight ago I sent you a letter
accompanying the duplicate of the one sent overland in August.
If these shall have arrived safe you will perhaps have left
England before this reaches it. But if not, let me entreat you
to delay not a moment. Yet how will my dear sister Emma be able
to part with you, and George--but above all your _mother_? I
feel very much for you and for them, but I have no doubt at all
about your health and happiness in this country.
The Commander-in-chief has at last appointed me to the station
of Dinapore, near Patna, and I shall accordingly take my
departure for that place as soon as I can make the necessary
preparations. It is not exactly the situation I wished for,
though in a temporal point of view it is desirable enough. The
air is good, the living cheap, the salary 1,000_l._ a year, and
there is a large body of English troops there. But I should have
preferred being near Benares, the heart of Hinduism. We rejoice
to hear that two other brethren are arrived at Madras on their
way to Bengal, sent, I trust, by the Lord to co-operate in
overturning the kingdom of Satan in these regions. They are
Corrie and Parson, both Bengal chaplains. Their stations will be
Benares and Moorshedabad--one on one side of me and the other on
the other. There are also now ten Baptist missionaries at
Serampore. Surely good is intended for this country.
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