_August 9._--Just two years since I parted from a dear friend
and brother, whose memory will ever be cherished by me. Blessed
be God! I feel now as if he was the inhabitant of another world,
rather than of another part of this earth.
On October 10, 1806, on the close of his preparations for departure to
Dinapore, 'at night the missionaries, etc., met us at the pagoda for
the purpose of commending me to the grace of God.' 'My soul never yet
had such Divine enjoyment. I felt a desire to break from the body, and
join the high praises of the saints above.' Next day, in Calcutta, at
evening worship at Mr. Myers', 'I found my heaven begun on earth. No
work so sweet as that of praying and living wholly to the service of
God.' On Sunday, the 12th, 'at night I took my leave of the saints in
Calcutta in a sermon on Acts xx. 32. But how very far from being in
spirit like the great apostle.' On Monday he went up by land to
Barrackpore with Mr. Brown, 'happy in general.' On Tuesday 'Corrie
came to me at the pagoda and prayed with me.'
_1806, October 15._--Took my leave of the family at Aldeen in
morning worship; but I have always found my heart most unable to
be tender and solemn when occasions most require it. At eleven I
set off in a budgerow with Mr. Brown, Corrie, and Parson.
Marshman saw us as we passed the mission-house, and could not
help coming aboard. He dined with us, and after going on a
little way left us with a prayer. About sunset we landed at the
house of the former French governor, and walked five miles
through villages to Chandernagore, where we waited at an hotel
till the boats came up. With the French host I found a liberty I
could not have hoped for in his language, and was so enabled to
preach the Gospel to him. There are two Italian monks in this
place, who say Mass every day. I wished much to visit the
fathers, if there had been time. A person of Calcutta, here for
his health, troubled us with his profaneness, but we did not let
him go unwarned, nor kept back the counsel of God. At night in
the budgerow I prayed with my dear brethren.
_October 16._--Rose somewhat dejected, and walked on to
Chinsurah, the Dutch settlement, about three miles. There we
breakfasted, and dined with Mr. Forsyth, the missionary. We all
enjoyed great happiness in the presence and blessing of our God.
Mr. Forsyth came on with us from Chinsurah, till we stopped at
sunset opposite Bandel, a Portuguese settlement, and then we had
Divine service. I prayed and found my heart greatly enlarged.
After his departure our conversation was suitable and spiritual.
How sweet is prayer to my soul at this time! I seem as if I
never could be tired, not only of spiritual joys, but of
spiritual employments, since they are now the same.
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