Having settled down in barrack apartments at 50 rupees a month till he
should get a house against the hot season, and having called on the
general commanding and others, after the Anglo-Indian fashion, he
reported to his longing friends in Aldeen: 'I stand alone;[26] not one
voice is heard saying, "I wish you good luck in the name of the Lord."
I offered to come over to Bankipore to officiate to them on the
Sabbath. They are going to take this into consideration. I have found
out two schools in Dinapore. I shall set on foot one or two schools
without delay, and by the time the scholars are able to read we can
get books ready for them.' In this spirit and by a renewed act of
self-dedication he entered on the year 1807:
Seven years have passed away since I was first called of God.
Before the conclusion of another seven years, how probable is it
that these hands will have mouldered into dust! But be it so: my
soul through grace hath received the assurance of eternal life,
and I see the days of my pilgrimage shortening without a wish
to add to their number. But oh, may I be stirred up to a
faithful discharge of my high and awful work; and laying aside,
as much as may be, all carnal cares and studies, may I give
myself to this 'one thing.' The last has been a year to be
remembered by me, because the Lord has brought me safely to
India, and permitted me to begin, in one sense, my missionary
work. My trials in it have been very few; everything has turned
out better than I expected; loving-kindness and tender mercies
have attended me at every step: therefore here will I sing His
praise. I have been an unprofitable servant, but the Lord hath
not cut me off: I have been wayward and perverse, yet He has
brought me further on the way to Zion; here, then, with
sevenfold gratitude and affection, would I stop and devote
myself to the blissful service of my adorable Lord. May He
continue His patience, His grace, His direction, His spiritual
influences, and I shall at last surely come off conqueror. May
He speedily open my mouth, to make known the mysteries of the
Gospel, and in great mercy grant that the heathen may receive it
and live!
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