Dear Mrs. Dare,[29]--Your letter arrived just in time to save
you from some severe animadversions that were preparing for you.
I intended to have sent by your young friend some remarks,
direct and oblique, on the variableness of the sex, the facility
with which promises are made and broken, the pleasures of
indolence, and other topics of the like nature,--but your kind
epistle disarms me. Soon after you left us, the heat increased
to a degree I had never before felt, and made me often think of
you with concern. I used to say to Colonel Bradshaw, 'I wonder
how Mrs. Dare likes Gya, and its burning hills--I dare say she
would be glad to be back again.' Well, I should be glad if we
had you here again. I want female society, and among the ladies
of Dinapore there is none with whom I have a chance of obtaining
a patient hearing when speaking to them on the subject of their
most important interest. This, you know, is the state of all but
Mrs. Stuart, and it is a state of danger and death. Follow them
no more, my dear friend: but now, in the solitude of Gya, learn
those lessons of heavenly wisdom, that, when you are brought
again into a larger society, you may not yield to the impulse of
doing as others do, but, by a life of true seriousness, put them
to shame.
I go on much as usual, occupied all day, and laying a weary
head on the pillow at night. My health, which you inquire after
so kindly, is on the whole good; but I am daily reminded that it
is a fragile frame I carry about.
_August 23._--I rejoice to find by your letter that you are
contented with your lot. Before the time of Horace, and since
too, contentment has been observed to be a very rare thing on
earth, and I know not how it is to be obtained but by learning
in the school of the Gospel. 'I have _learned_,' said even St.
Paul, 'in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content.' To be
a little slanderous for once, I suspect Colonel Bradshaw, our
common friend, who will send you a letter by the same sepoy,
must have a lecture or two more read to him in this science, as
he is far from being perfect in it. He has, you know, all that
heart can wish of this world's goods, and yet he is restless;
sometimes the society is dull; at other times the blame is laid
on the quarters, and he must go out of cantonments. To-day he is
going to Gya, to-morrow on the river. Now, I tell him that he
need not change his place, but his heart. Let him seek his
happiness in God, and he will carry about a paradise in his own
bosom. _The wilderness and the solitary place shall be glad for
him, and the desert shall rejoice and blossom as the rose._
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