_April 25._--After another interval I resume my pen. Through the
mercy of God I am again quite well, but my mind is a good deal
distressed at Sabat's conduct. I forbear writing what I think,
in the hope that my fears may prove groundless; but indeed the
children of the East are adepts in deceit. Their duplicity
appears to me so disgusting at this moment, that I can only find
relief from my growing misanthropy by remembering Him who is the
faithful and true Witness; in whom all the promises of God are
'yea and amen'; and by turning to the faithful in
Europe--children that will not lie. Where shall we find
sincerity in a native of the East? Yesterday I dined in a
private way with ----. After one year's inspection of me they
begin to lose their dread and venture to invite me. Our
conversation was occasionally religious, but topics of this
nature are so new to fashionable people, and those upon which
they have thought so much less than on any other, that often
from the shame of having nothing to say they pass to other
subjects where they can be more at home. I was asked after
dinner if I liked music. On my professing to be an admirer of
harmony, cantos were performed and songs sung. After a time I
inquired if they had no sacred music. It was now recollected
that they had some of Handel's, but it could not be found. A
promise, however, was made that next time I came it should be
produced. Instead of it the 145th Psalm-tune was played, but
none of the ladies could recollect enough of the tune to sing
it. I observed that all our talents and powers should be
consecrated to the service of Him who gave them. To this no
reply was made, but the reproof was felt. I asked the lady of
the house if she read poetry, and then proceeded to mention
Cowper, whose poems, it seems, were in the library; but the lady
had never heard of the book. This was produced, and I read some
passages. Poor people! here a little and there a little is a
rule to be observed in speaking to them.
_April 26._--From speaking to my men last night, and again
to-day conversing long with some natives, my chest is again in
pain, so much so that I can hardly speak. Well, now I am taught,
and will take more care in future. My sheet being full, I must
bid you adieu. The Lord ever bless and keep you. Believe me to
be with the truest affection,--Yours ever,
H. MARTYN.
TO REV. T.M. HITCHINS, PLYMOUTH DOCK
Cawnpore: October 10, 1809.
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