On October 1 he left Cawnpore, 'after a parting prayer with my dearest
brother Corrie,'[38] to whom he wrote from Allahabad:
Thus far we are come in safety; but my spirits tell me that I
have parted with friends. Your pale face as it appeared on
Monday morning is still before my eyes, and will not let me be
easy till you tell me you are strong and prudent. The first
night there blew a wind so bleak and cold, through and through
my boat and bed, that I rose, as I expected, with a pain in the
breast, which has not quite left me, but will, I hope, to-night,
when I shall take measures for expelling it. There is a gate not
paid for yet belonging to the churchyard, may you always go
through it in faith and return through it with praise. You are
now in prayer with our men. The Lord be with you, and be always
with you, dearest brother.
Ministering to all who needed his services, in preaching, baptizing,
and marrying, on his way down the great Ganges, at Benares, at
Ghazipore, where he met with 'the remains' of his old 67th regiment,
at Bhagulpore, and at Bandel, where he called on the Roman Catholics,
on November 12 he at last came to Aldeen.
Children jumping, shouting, and convoying me in troops to the
house. They are a lovely family indeed, and I do not know when I
have felt so delighted as at family worship last night. To-day
Mr. Brown and myself have been consulting at the Pagoda.
After four years' absence he seemed a dying man to his Serampore and
Calcutta friends, Brown, Thomason, Udny, and Colonel Young of Dinapore
memory. But he was ever cheerful, and he preached every Sunday for
five weeks, though in his _Journal_ we find this on November 21:
Caught a cold, and kept awake much of the night by a cough. From
this day perhaps I may date my decay. Nature shrinks from
dissolution, and conscience trembles at the thought of a
judgment to come. But I try to rejoice in God through our Lord
Jesus Christ.
_November 25._ (Sunday.)--Preached at the old church, on 'While
Paul reasoned of righteousness,' etc. The Governor-General, Lord
Minto, was present, desiring, as was supposed, to abolish the
distinction which had been made between the two churches. One
passage in my sermon appeared to some personal, and on
reconsideration I thought it so myself, and was excessively
distressed at having given causeless offence, and perhaps
preventing much good. Lord! pardon a blind creature. How much
mischief may I do through mere thoughtlessness!
_December 2._--Preached at eight, on 'Grace reigns,' and was
favoured with strength of body and joy of heart in proclaiming
the glorious truth.
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