How continually I think of you, and indeed converse with you, it
is impossible to say. But on the Lord's day in particular, I
find you much in my thoughts, because it is on that day that I
look abroad, and take a view of the universal church, of which I
observe that the saints in England form the most conspicuous
part. On that day, too, I indulge myself with a view of the
past, and look over again those happy days, when, in company
with those I loved, I went up to the house of God with a voice
of praise. How then should I fail to remember her who, of all
that are dear to me, is the dearest? It is true that I cannot
look back upon many days, nor even many hours passed with
you--would they had been more--but we have insensibly become
more acquainted with each other, so that, on my part at least,
it may be said that separation has brought us nearer to one
another. It was a momentary interview, but the love is lasting,
everlasting. Whether we ever meet again or not, I am sure that
you will continue to feel an interest in all that befalls me.
After the death of my dear sister, you bid me consider that I
had one sister left while you remained; and you cannot imagine
how consolatory to my mind this assurance is. To know that there
is one who is willing to think of me, and has leisure to do so,
is soothing to a degree that none can know but those who have,
like me, lost all their relations.
I sent you a letter from Muscat, in Arabia, which I hope you
received; for if not, report will again erase my name from the
catalogue of the living, as I sent no other to Europe. Let me
here say with praise to our ever-gracious Heavenly Father, that
I am in perfect health; of my spirits I cannot say much; I fancy
they would be better were 'the beloved Persis' by my side. This
name, which I once gave you, occurs to me at this moment, I
suppose, because I am in Persia, entrenched in one of its
valleys, separated from Indian friends by chains of mountains
and a roaring sea, among a people depraved beyond all belief, in
the power of a tyrant guilty of every species of atrocity.
Imagine a pale person seated on a Persian carpet, in a room
without table or chair, with a pair of formidable moustachios,
and habited as a Persian, and you see me.
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