_March 14._--_Suavissima vita est indies sentire se fieri
meliorem._ So I can say from former experience more than from
present. But oh, it is the ardent desire of my soul to regard
all earthly things with indifference, as one who dwells above
with God. May I grow in grace; may the grace of God, which
bringeth salvation, teach me to become daily more spiritual,
more humble, more steadfast in Christ, more meek, more wise, and
in all things to live soberly, righteously, and godly in this
present world. How shall I attain to greater
heavenly-mindedness? Rose refreshed after a good night's sleep,
and wrote on a subject; had much conversation with Mr. B. upon
deck; he seemed much surprised when I corrected his notions on
religion, but received what I said with great candour. He said
there was a minister at Madras, a Dane, with whom Sir D. Baird
was well acquainted, who used to speak in the same manner of
religion, whose name was Schwartz. My attention was instantly
roused at the venerable name, and I eagerly inquired of him all
the particulars with which he was acquainted. He had often heard
him preach, and Mr. Jænicke had often breakfasted with him;
Schwartz, he said, had a very commanding manner, and used to
preach extempore in English at Madras; he died very poor. In
the afternoon had a service below; much of the evening M'Kenzie
passed with me, and prayed.
_March 26._--Passed much time before breakfast in sitting on the
poop, through utter disinclination to all exertion. Such is the
enervating effect of the climate; but after staying some hours
learning Hindustani words, 2 Timothy ii. roused me to a bodily
exertion. I felt strong in spirit, resolving, if I died under
it, to make the body submit to robust exercise; so I walked the
deck with great rapidity for an hour and a half. My animal
spirits were altered instantly; I felt a happy and joyful desire
to brave the enervating effects of India in the service of the
blessed Lord Jesus. B. still delirious and dying fast: the first
thing he said to me when I visited him this afternoon, was, 'Mr.
Martyn, what will you choose for a kingdom?' I made no answer to
this, but thought of it a good deal afterwards. What would I
choose? Why, I do not know that anything would be a heaven to
me, but the service of Christ, and the enjoyment of His
presence.
In this spirit, coasting Ceylon, and getting his first sight of India
at the Danish mission station of Tranquebar, on April 22, 1806, Henry
Martyn landed at Madras. To Mr. Hitchins he afterwards wrote:
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