Near eight o’clock he recognized Waterloo Bridge and the cold Thames
below stealing like a felon through the vapors of the dawn. With
a stupefied surprise he awoke to the sensation of being launched
once more into the sharp and too-definite business of the time. The
pavements were now swarming with people, the roads with omnibuses,
cabs, and vans. Traffic was belching out of every street; clerks and
seamstresses were scurrying to their employments, masticating their
breakfasts as they went. Vendors of newspapers and hawkers of food
were tearing the gray air to pieces with their cries. He emerged from
the orgy of his passion to find that he was up to the throat and being
stifled in pandemonium, even before he was aware that his feet had
entered it.
The lines of palaces across the river, towering tier upon tier above
the embankment, with their majestic bulks half-thrust through the
curtain of December mist which the first streaks of day had seemed to
thicken, fell upon the imagination of the wayfarer, who had slackened
his pace all at once to a footsore limp as he crossed the bridge
and crept towards them. At a distance they stood insolent, aloof,
and cynical. He could hardly believe that in one of these wonderful
caravanserais he, the starving, the friendless, and the solitary, had
eaten and drunk only a few hours before. It was not feasible that such
palaces as these could touch a life so obscure at any point. Penniless,
friendless, lacking even life’s common necessaries, in the midst of six
millions of people, who contended rudely with the first weapons that
came to their hands to enforce their claims, how could he, whose coat
was in holes, whose pockets were empty, have penetrated to the Mecca of
their gods?
Limping into the Strand as the clock at the Law Courts chimed the hour
of eight, his imagination was assailed, not with their unmeaning mass
of architecture, but with that unseen and grisly bulk which only the
eye of his inner consciousness could apprehend. A shudder convulsed his
veins. Less than thirty short hours hence the gladiator would be called
into the arena. He would have to face the lions with no defence for
his nakedness except a small shield in the use of which he had had no
practice, and a sharp but untried spear.
Climbing up the steep stairs to his garret, his nostrils were affronted
as they had been on so many other occasions by the foulness of the
heavy and noisome air. What a labor it was to reach the locked door
at the top of the highest, the darkest, the most unpleasant story!
His fibres had grown strangely slack, his breathing was no longer
joyous and free. The mighty engines of his mind had ceased suddenly to
vibrate; those pulses which had been so overweening in their insolence
could only flutter now. He had fallen without a warning from his
eminence. His whole being was enveloped in a despicable flaccidity, a
despicable weakness, as he turned the key in the lock and entered his
garret.
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