English fiction -- 20th century; Lancashire (England) -- Fiction
“You heard that? That night you came? Well, it was a foolish boast
of mine. You practiced it as you have practiced other things, for the
groundwork on which you’ll build.”
“You mean I’m not good enough. Then why have you told me I’m good?”
“You’re too good to spoil.”
“But I’m spoiling now.”
“No: you’re learning.”
She cried piteously and when, surprisingly, that did not move him, she
sulked and refused to eat and managed to make herself so unwell
that work was out of the question and Mrs. Butterworth was guilty of
disloyalty to Walter.
“She’ll fret herself into a decline,” she said. “You’d best give way to
her.”
“She’ll damage her voice if this goes on,” he had to admit. “Can’t
you talk sense to her?” and Mrs. Butter-worth, swinging back to her
allegiance, promised she would try, but her talking was to ears that
were deaf. Mary Ellen, appealed to in the name of gratitude she owed
Walter, was stubbornly unmoved. “I was better off in the streets,” she
said. “I sang. People heard me.”
Mrs. Butterworth held up her hands in scandalized protest. “Oh, dearie!”
she said, incapable of more.
“Why am I kept down like this?” demanded Mary Ellen. “Mr. Pate knows
best.”
“He knows he’s got me in prison. He thinks he can amuse himself by
trying his experiments on me. His perfect system that has never been
tried before! No, because nobody would stand it, so he picked me off
the street to have me to try it on because he thought I was helpless.
He doesn’t care about me. I’m not a girl. I’m not human flesh and blood.
I’m a thing with a voice that he’s testing a system on, and he thinks
I’ll let him go on testing till he’s tired of it. Years, he said. Years
in a prison! Years, while he bribes me to stand it by making lying
promises--”
“Oh! he never!” said Mrs. Butterworth, stung to defend Walter, though
secretly in sympathy with much of her passionate distortion of his
motives.
“He did! He said I was to sing solo in the ‘Messiah’ and now he says I
shan’t. He isn’t tired of his experiments yet.”
“I’m sure he means it for your good.”
“Yes. Father’s licked me saying that and loving me I’m being kept
down for his pleasure and I’m tired if he isn’t. I’m going back to the
streets.”
“That’s foolish talk, Mary.”
“I’m going to sing somewhere. That may be foolish, but it’s fact.”
“Well, I’ll tell him. Now eat your breakfast.”
“No,” said Mary Ellen, hunger-striker, and Mrs. Butterworth reported
a total failure in guarded misquotation of the rebel. “I can put bacon
before her, but I cannot make her eat. And she’ll run away. She will, as
sure as eggs are eggs, and you’ll lose her then. We can’t lock her up.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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