English fiction -- 20th century; Lancashire (England) -- Fiction
When the verdict was announced, the winning choir was to appear again
on the platform to sing a voluntary and to receive acclamations and the
challenge shield. Meanwhile, the whole four hundred contestants were
herded together in the Drill Hall cellarage and Mr. Chown added himself
inconspicuously to their number. Mistaken, as he hoped to be, for
a Staithlwite just come off the platform, he found beer pressed
fraternally upon him, and, heroically, he drank. Self-immolation and
research are traditional companions. He felt that the beer had made him
one of them, but could not withhold a backward glance at the vanity
of West End tailoring. When he had said “Press” to the steward at the
pass-door he had wondered if his costly cut were plausible and now that
same cut was blandly accepted amongst the nondescript swallowtails of
this unconforming mob. But he welcomed their inappreciation; he wanted
to make the girl’s acquaintance first as one of themselves.
A press of women came down the stairs into the cellar and Mary Ellen
was with them but not of them. They chattered incessantly, excitedly,
letting taut nerves relax in a spate of shouted words; she was silent,
unmoved by the ordeal of the platform and the applause, nursing her
sulky, secret resentment of Walter Pate who had refused to let her
compete amongst the soloists. Mr. Pate was guarding his treasure against
premature publicity; he was guarding her, specifically, against Mr.
Chown, that annual raider who had so damnably ruined the Staithley Hand
Bell Ringers by taking them to the music-halls; he hid her in the Choral
Society and he underrated Mr. Chown’s perceptiveness.
She had taken many things from Walter Pate--the good food which had so
unrecognizably developed her, with the physical exercises he prescribed,
from a sexless child into a woman of gracious curves; the good
education, the good musical instruction; the good beginnings of every
kind; and in return she gave him work. He was almost certain of her
now: the tin was gone from her golden voice and when he let his hoarded
secret loose upon the world he knew that, under God, he would be making
a great gift to the concert-platform. He would give a glorious voice,
perfectly trained, and perhaps more than that. But the more was still
only “perhaps.”
“Art,” he had said, “is unguessable” and it remained unguessable. But,
“she’s not awakened yet,” he thought, and hoped for a time when her
voice would be more than well-produced.
It lacked color, warmth, feeling, but she was young and, meanwhile, he
was doing his possible. It was the hardest thing to keep her back
from public trial, both because of the girl herself and because of Tom
Bradshaw, who was paying half her costs and didn’t share Walter’s faith.
But they must wait, they must all wait, and if two years were not long
enough they must wait longer.
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