English fiction -- 20th century; Lancashire (England) -- Fiction
There was, second, the compliance of Mr. Rossiter and the coming
noviciate under Darley. Deliberately he had left her in her country
clothes, trusting them to disguise in the Rossiter offices a quality he
did not wish to be clearly apparent yet: deliberately, he had rushed
her affair thinking all the while of Darley--or if not of him, of a
Darley, of some crude martinet who was to lick her into shape. He wanted
her ill-dressed, he wanted her bewildered. He wanted Darley to know how
raw she was; he wanted hot fire for her and he saw her Staithley clothes
acting upon Darley like compressed air on a blast furnace. The girl was
too cool, she showed no nervousness. “Darley will teach you to feel,
my girl,” he thought: “I’m making your path short, but I don’t want it
smooth. Soft places don’t make actresses. I’m cruel to be kind.” And
being kind he advanced her two pounds on account of commission, told her
the station for Torquay was Paddington and left her on Rossiter’s steps.
He had exposed himself unavoidably to the lifted brows which could not
help saluting the glossy Lexley Chown in the company of these obsolete
clothes, but the necessity was past now and he lost no time in
indicating to her that, for better or for worse, her future was in her
own hands. He had other business to attend to.
Mary Ellen, who had surrendered herself confidingly to his large
protectiveness, was braced by his departure. Their journey together,
the wonder of lunching at a table in a train, the oppressiveness of
offices--these were behind her now and she stood on Rossiter’s busy
steps breathing hard like a swimmer who comes to surface after a long
dive. She breathed the air of London and looked from that office down
a street across Piccadilly Circus, nameless to her. The whirl of it
assaulted her; the swimmer was in the breakers now.
Mr. Rossiter’s commissionaire, not unaccustomed to the sight of young
women pausing distressfully on those steps where they had left their
hopes behind them, addressed her with kindly intent. “Shall I get you a
taxi, miss?”
“No, thanks,” said Mary Ellen, who had noted the immense sums Mr. Chown
had paid to the drivers of those vehicles. “I’ll walk,” and “others
walk” she thought. “I can do what they can,” and hardily set foot upon
the London streets. Let that commissionaire perceive that Mary Ellen was
afraid? Not she, and presently she was so little afraid that she asked
the way to Euston of a policeman. Her suit-case--in strict fact, Mr.
Pate’s suitcase--was at Euston.
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