English fiction -- 20th century; Lancashire (England) -- Fiction
What prevented him from telling her when she came into the restaurant
and held out her hand with an “Ah, Captain Fairy,” was her disconcerting
frock. It was not an unusual frock except that it was a fashionable and
supreme frock and Mary had torn off two other fashionable frocks before
she decided that this was an occasion for a supreme frock. It was an
occasion, she admitted by stages marked by the change of frock, for her
best defenses. She had welcomed medicinally the purge to pride he had
unconsciously administered but he must not make a habit of it and
from head to foot, within and without, she wrapped herself in
dress-assurance.
“You’re stunning,” he said at sight of her, stupidly and truthfully,
missing the finer excellences of her frock, disconcerted by it simply
because it was a frock. Idiot, he called himself, did he expect her to
come to the Carlton in a white silk dressing-gown with her hair down her
shoulders? But neither on the stage nor in her dressing-room had he seen
her with her hair up and he hadn’t, in that particular, been imaginative
about her. He saw her now a well-dressed woman, superbly a woman, but
so different from the Mary of stage-costume or of dishabille, so
wonderfully more mysterious, that his illusion of knowing her very soul
dropped from him and left him bankrupt of confidence in the presence of
a lady charming but unknown.
They were at a table and Mary had the conversation under control long
before he realized that she was still addressing him as Captain Fairy.
Perhaps, after all, his assertion of himself would go best with the
coffee: he resolved very firmly that he wouldn’t let it slide beyond the
coffee. He became aware of subtle oppositions between them, of pleasant
undercurrents in action and reaction making an electricity of their own;
he sensed her evident desire to lead the conversation. Well, she would
naturally play first fiddle to a Fairy, but perhaps there was something
else and, if so, he could put that right without embarrassing himself.
She had said last night, as if pointedly, “I’m a London actress,”
thinking of him, no doubt, as a provincial.
He said, “By the way, Carton mentioned last night that I come from
Lancashire. His point was, I suppose, that it would interest you because
you happen to be playing a Lancashire part. I’m Lancashire by the
accident of birth, but I hope I’ve outlived it in my life.”
“Oh!” said Mary, thinking of a photograph of Staithley Edge which hung
on the wall of her flat almost with the significance of the ikon in a
Russian peasant’s room, “oh, are you ashamed of Lancashire?”
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