Then, as she talked on, Anstice soon learnt the real cause of the
girl's bitterness. In the sorrow of her soul she poured it into her
ears. It was a pitiful little love story. One day, as she had been
polishing the brasses in the tiny church, a stranger with a camera
had walked in. He had asked questions about the neighbourhood which
Louise had been able to answer. They had walked about together, had
become very friendly, and then as he was lodging at a farm near, and
had fishing rights in the lake, they met again the next day. He was
handsome and plausible; he amused himself by flattering her and drawing
out her best qualities. She, simple girl as she was, fell headlong in
love with him. And after three weeks of love-making, she considered
herself engaged to him. He was going back to London; they had a mutual
friend there, a school friend of hers, a fellow art student with him.
He seemed to be a dabbler in many things. He did a little journalism, a
little painting, sent his photos to a Black and White Magazine, and was
author of a small book of poems. When he had gone, she felt her life a
blank, but looked forward to his letters. She received one, and then
no more. After two months of agonized waiting, she heard through her
friend that he was engaged to another girl, and had alluded to his time
down at the Lake end as an "amusing episode." Then the iron entered
into her soul, and Anstice saw that even now, after four years had
passed, the blow was still heavy.
She put her arms in a motherly fashion round the girl.
"Oh, Louise," she said, "life is bigger than you think it. The time
will come when you too will look back, and treat the past as only an
episode. You have done nothing dishonourable; we women often love and
trust too much. Put it from you, dear. And now listen! I have a dozen
schemes for your good. How would it be to advertise for a paying guest?
Londoners would revel in your quiet, tranquil little nook, and many a
hard-worked girl would love the seclusion of your life. It would be an
interest to you for all the summer months. You might even find some one
who would like to stay the winter with you."
"Oh no, that would be impossible. And uncle will not have visitors.
Indeed, they would not stay a day. We are very poor, and our food is
the very simplest. I have not the means to make them comfortable. I did
think of it once, but Uncle Edgar would not hear of it."
"Well, if you are badly off, could you not have 'Teas' for visitors?
The hotel farther on is being shut up, I hear. It would be rather fun
for you, and teas are quite easy to manage. Let me tell you of an old
couple who live in another lonely part of the Fells. The sister told me
she was never lonely nor unhappy. That the visitors who came for her
teas brightened her life."
Anstice went on, giving an account of old Tommy Nixon and his sister.
Louise listened, but her face did not lighten; she only shook her head.
"Uncle Edgar wouldn't allow it—I know he would not."
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