"Well, it is rather strange, but I happen to know a woman who would be
glad to go to your uncle as housekeeper. She used to be a cook at my
old home, but she is a most superior woman, and she loves the country.
I have not said anything to you, but I have been corresponding with
her about the post for some time. When you were ill and I had that
talk with your uncle, he said that he had often thought it was much
too lonely a life for a girl of your age, but he would not dream of
turning you out to earn your own living. I told him that was what you
were longing to do, and he said he wished that you had talked to him
about it. So then I set to work. Now when you are quite strong, you can
go anywhere you like. He will be able to give you a small allowance to
keep you from starving. What will you do, I wonder?"
Louise could hardly believe her ears. That very day, she wrote to her
old school friend the art student in London, and before very long, she
had arranged to share her small flat with her, and seek for congenial
work in that neighbourhood.
Anstice listened to the eager girl's hopes and aspirations. She did
not like to quench her ardour, but wrote to her cousins in London and
asked them to befriend her, and take her to occasional concerts and
entertainments. As to what she was going to do, Louise had very little
idea.
"I am not stupid. If other girls can learn shorthand and typewriting,
I can, and if I can't get office work, I shall go into some shop
or business place. I don't care what I do; I wouldn't mind selling
flowers, if only I can be in the middle of life again and in London."
But when the time came for her to leave the Manor, Louise was very
tearful. She hugged Anstice in quite a childish way.
"You won't give me up, and forget me? You will write to me and let me
write to you?"
"My dear, I don't make friends one day, and give them up the next. Of
course, we will write to each other. I am in a way responsible for this
London move, but I feel, when we are young, 'oughts' go down under
'wants.' It is of no use eating one's heart out thinking of all the
brave things we could do and dare, the best thing is to be given the
opportunity of attempting them."
"Yes, I shall be grateful to you all my life for getting me this
chance. I hope I shall make good! Though I feel you don't in your heart
approve of my going. You think it best for me to buy my experience! I
know! But you just wait and see! The hardest thing of all is to go away
from you!"
She went back to Ramdale for a week, and then departed to London, and
Anstice really missed her, for she had been in and out of the Manor so
much.
One day Anstice asked Mrs. Fergusson to stay to lunch when the
children's lessons were over.
"This incessant rain is getting upon my nerves," she said to her
laughingly. "I did not know I had any till lately. I feel as if I want
a good talk with some one to take me out of myself."
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