Tea appeared at this juncture. Justin roused himself. He waited upon
his wife assiduously, insisted upon pouring out the tea himself, as her
right arm was still in a sling, and left the subject of the Fells in
winter time alone. Anstice, wishing to interest him in other people,
began telling him about Louise.
He listened with a semblance of interest, but in reality was rather
bored.
When she told him that Louise was now happy working as secretary in the
school which Mrs. Fergusson had recommended, he said:
"That's what my girls will be wanting to do, I suppose, later on. This
craze for work in towns clears the country of all the young. If it
wasn't for the boy, I sometimes think I would sell this place. But he
loves it, and he will never be fit for anything but a quiet, retiring
life."
"And your girls love it too. Don't take away their home from them, if
you can help it. I doubt if they're the kind who will thrive in town. I
hope they will marry happily, and, till that event, be useful daughters
at home."
"Oh, marriage! That's a farce nowadays."
The bitter sneering tone escaped him; then he pulled himself up,
changing the conversation hastily.
"I saw our parson this morning; he called to inquire for you, but you
were not out of your room. He was rather in a fuss over the Sunday
Services. I told him you would not be able to touch the organ for some
considerable time, so he's arranging that the schoolmaster should try
his hand at it again."
"It's a torture to hear him," said Anstice with a little sigh. "He was
playing when I first came."
"Then why go to church to be inflicted with it? Stay at home as I do."
"Have you never been to church?" Anstice's tone was grave and soft.
"On rare occasions. As a boy of course I did. We had a racy old parson
then, who was always fox-hunting, and used to use hunt language in his
sermons. Then we had a very different sort of man. I had an earnest fit
as a young man. I got it at Oxford, and when I came down for vacation,
he and I chummed up, and I was going to do wonders with my life. He
inspired me for the time being. He was drowned one summer—was going
over the lake on a stormy day to visit some sick parishioner, and the
boat capsized, and he got a knock in the head which stunned him. I
married not long after that."
"I think Mr. Bolland would inspire you afresh, if you were to hear
him," Anstice said quietly. "He has altered my life for me since I came
here—has made me see and understand as I have never done before."
Justin looked at her, then shrugged his shoulders, but said nothing.
Presently he rose to his feet.
"I must go back to my work," he said. "This snow has a very sleepy
effect on me. I feel inclined to laze by a fire and do nothing."
Anstice was left alone. She could not work owing to her hurt arm, so
she gave herself up to thought. Her husband loomed large in the vision
of her mind.
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