England -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction; Indiana -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction
"Ah," exclaimed Indiana, "Glen did come, then?"
"At your invitation," said Thurston, quickly.
"What of it? He would not have locked me out—insulted me. Oh, I’m
sorry I ever married you!" Thurston gave a suppressed cry of pain. "I
mean it. I have never known a harsh word in my life. You—to treat me
like this! I won’t stand it, I tell you!" Losing all control, she took
up a paper-cutter and snapped it in pieces in her rage. "I hate
you—standing there like ice! I hate—" Thurston looked down into her
face with an expression of horror and rushed from the room, slamming the
door. "I—I—what have I said? I didn’t mean it, Thurston," murmured
Indiana, with a sudden revulsion of feeling. She stretched out her
hands piteously, helpless and groping, like a frightened child.
"Thurston, I didn’t mean it. There was a rush of red before my eyes—it
blinded me." She sank on her knees with a feeling of terror at the
remembrance. "Thurston, I’m afraid," she sobbed, shudderingly. "Don’t
leave me here with myself." She struggled to her feet, trembling from
head to foot. "Thurston, I’m sorry—forgive me—I love you—I—" She fell
blindly against the door, then sank to the ground, shaking with sobs.
When the storm passed, her exhaustion was so great she felt powerless to
mount the stairs to her room, and lay there on the floor, beside the
door, throughout the night. Though stiff with cold, her moral distress
would scarcely permit her to notice this physical discomfort. She was
clutched tightly in the grasp of a terrible dread. That this sudden
tidal wave of love had rushed over her heart too late. And if this
proved true, she felt she would no longer have the courage to live. The
fact had so suddenly awakened in her consciousness, as a flower might
spring at once into full and perfect bloom, that her husband’s love
alone gave life significance. She fell, at intervals, from pure
exhaustion, into a short, troubled sleep, awakening always with a
remembrance of Thurston’s horrified face as he rushed from the room,
closing the door, as though he would shut her forever out of his life.
When daylight came, she rose with an effort and threw herself upon the
lounge.
*CHAPTER XIX.*
*"And as he Wove he heard Singing."*
Jennings, entering the library at an early hour that morning, started
when he saw his little mistress lying there, still in her gown of the
night before, one arm hanging listlessly down, her face buried in the
pillows. The light was still burning in the lamp on the table.
"Yer little leddyship," said Jennings, softly, bending over her. She
stirred and raised her head.
"I wasn’t asleep, Jennings," she answered, in a pathetic voice. She
looked like a little, pale wraith, in her white, crushed, tulle gown, a
fragment of a cloud blown by chance into the old, gloomy room.
"You left this on the doorstep, yer little leddyship." He held her
long, white wrap over his arm.
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