"The heart of man, and woman too, is deceitful and desperately wicked,"
and Elizabeth heaved a deep sigh. "To think that you can be so selfish,
Die, as to build up your happiness on the poor lad's ruined hopes," and
then she burst out laughing and took her sister by the shoulders.
"Grannie," she said solemnly, "you just idolise that boy. If it would
do him any good you would lie down and let him trample on you. Have I
not often warned you that if you go on like this you will turn him out
a full-fledged tyrant? Human nature--masculine human nature I mean,"
correcting herself--"will not stand it. An enfant gate is always odious
to sensible people. Now, if you were to try and spoil me," expanding
herself until she looked twice her size, "I should only bloom out into
fresh beauty--approbation, commendation, blindfold admiration would be
meat and drink to me. I have the digestion of a young ostrich,"
continued Elizabeth blandly--"nothing would be too difficult for me to
swallow. As for satiety, my dear creature, you need never expect to
hear me call out, 'Eheu, jain satis.'"
"Dear Betty, how you do talk," Dinah's usual formula; "and how I do
love to hear you," she inwardly added. "But it is very late, and we
shall have a tiring day to-morrow."
Dinah spoke in her cheery way, but when she was in her own room her
sweet face grew pensive and a little sad. Was there not an element of
truth under Elizabeth's jokes? Did she not make an idol of her young
brother? Was she altogether reasonable on the subject?
"If I am weak, I trust such weakness will be forgiven me," she
whispered as she stood in the perfumed darkness, with a wandering
summer wind playing refreshingly round her, and tears from some hidden
fount of sadness stole down her cheeks. "If he were my own child he
could not be dearer to me. I remember my stepmother once told me so.
'My boy has two mothers, Dinah,' these were her very words. Well, he is
my Son of Consolation," and Dinah heaved a gentle sigh, as though the
motherhood within her, the divine maternal instinct inherent in all
true women, felt itself satisfied.
At breakfast the next morning Malcolm proffered his services; but
Elizabeth assured him that Cedric and Johnson would do all that was
required, so he spent his morning indolently down by the Pool--reading
and indulging in his favourite daydreams--until Cedric joined him.
Cedric looked heated and tired.
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