"We both asked him a heap of questions, but they seemed to bore him; he
was full of his Scotch visit, and would scarcely talk of anything else."
Malcolm was not quite satisfied, but he kept his doubts to himself.
Elizabeth, who was as sharp as a needle, looked up at him quickly. "We
did our best, I assure you, Mr. Herrick, but he refused to be drawn; he
seemed very much excited."
"The Wallaces are a good sort of people, are they not?" was Malcolm's
next question.
"Oh yes, they are thoroughly nice;" it was Dinah who answered him. "Sir
Richard is charming, and so is Lady Wallace; and of course Dick is an
old acquaintance of ours."
"There are some daughters, I believe?"
"Yes, but they are not very young or attractive, poor things," replied
Elizabeth--"heavy, podgy sort of girls, but very kind-hearted. By the
bye, Die, I wonder if Cedric will come across the Godfreys, they are
somewhere in the neighbourhood." And then she explained to Malcolm that
Fettercairn Hall, where Sir Richard Wallace lived, was only a few miles
from the shooting lodge where the Godfreys were staying; and this fact
appeared to give the sisters a good deal of satisfaction.
It was the middle of September now, and Malcolm reflected with some
uneasiness that more than half his holiday was over. The Kestons had
decided to return to Cheyne Walk in another three weeks or so, and of
course he must accompany them; his mother and Anna would be back in
town by that time, and his presence would be needed in Lincoln's Inn.
"The shadows of the prison-house," as he called it, began to haunt him,
and he counted up his days as jealously as a miser counts his gold.
Every day he saw Elizabeth; and each hour he was alone with her he
found it more difficult to keep silence; but as yet he had had himself
well in hand. Perhaps something in her manner had sealed his lips, or
he feared that the spell of this happy dream would be broken. But
during those wakeful summer nights, when that sweet pain kept him
restless, he would tell himself that the time had not yet come, that
she did not know him well enough.
"She is not a young girl," he would say to himself; "she is a mature
woman who knows the world and has thought deeply-why, even to know her
is a liberal education." And then he repeated to himself in the
darkness those lines of Shelley--
"Her voice was like the voice of his own soul,
Heard in the calm of thought,"
for all the sweet influences of summer and nature had only fed the
passion, and every day it seemed to grow stronger and stronger.
"She is my other self, she thinks my thoughts, we have a thousand
things in common, how can she help loving me!" he would say when his
mood was jubilant and sanguine; but at other times a chill doubt would
cross his mind.
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