Leah, who had not recovered her normal strength since her attack of
influenza, was excessively tried by all the noise and bustle of the
West End, and begged to remain in the hansom while Mrs. Richardson
finished her purchases. When Mrs. Richardson came out of the shop a
quarter of an hour later, the handsome carriage with its pair of bay
horses had driven off, and Leah was leaning back in the hansom looking
white as death, with a pained, startled expression in her beautiful
eyes.
Mrs. Richardson told the man to drive to the station. Then she took the
girl's hand kindly. "What is it, my dear?" she said in a motherly
voice. "Are you ill, or has something frightened you?" but it was long
before Leah could gasp out her explanation.
"She had seen him, and he looked quite bright and happy, and he was
talking to a fair haired-girl with a sweet face, and Mr. Herrick was
with them;" but poor Leah could say no more, for the jealous pain
seemed to choke her. That was the way he had smiled at her, and now she
was forgotten, and this other girl had taken her place!
Mrs. Richardson, with all her eccentricities, had a warm, true heart,
and she was very patient and tender with the poor girl.
But late that night, as she sat in her dressing-room, there was a timid
knock at her door, and Leah entered in her white wrapper, with all her
glorious dark hair streaming over her shoulders; but her eyes were
swollen with weeping.
"I felt I must come and speak to you or I could not sleep!" she
exclaimed in her deep voice; and kneeling down by her friend--"Oh, I
have been so wicked! but I will try to be good now."
"Tell me all about it, dearie," returned Mrs. Richardson in her kind,
comforting voice; and she drew the dark head to her shoulder, and a
sort of wonder filled her eyes as she saw the glossy lengths of hair
that swept the floor.
To an onlooker Mrs. Richardson might have seemed a somewhat grotesque
figure in her quilted magenta silk dressing-gown, with her gray fringe
pinned up by her maid in little twists and rolls, but her honest eyes
beamed with kindness and sympathy.
"Oh, I have been so wicked!" repeated Leah. "All these months I have
been praying that he might not suffer as I have been suffering, and
that in time he might forget me and be happy; and yet, because my
prayer has been answered, and that girl is helping him to forget, I
felt as though I hated her;" and then she hid her face in the folds of
the gaudy dressing-gown and shed tears of bitter shame and
self-loathing.
"My dear, if you cry so you will make yourself ill," observed Mrs.
Richardson soothingly. "You have been sorely tried, you poor child, but
you are not wicked; on the contrary, I think few girls have behaved so
well. Do not call yourself names, dearie; Mrs. Godfrey and I both think
you good, and we mean to do our best to make you happy."
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