"I am only thankful that we were able to check such sinful
extravagance," he returned calmly; "I believe generosity can degenerate
into positive vice." But Elizabeth refused to listen to this.
"If it had been Cedric's house, I would have done it up from garret to
basement," she said wilfully. "Anyhow, I mean to take the garden in
hand. When you come down to the Wood House next, you shall hear all my
plans, and of course we shall have one of our old fights over them."
Now what was there in this speech to cause such a curious revulsion in
Malcolm's mind? Elizabeth was speaking with the utmost good-humour, and
at any other moment he would have thought her imperiousness
charming--so what possessed him to draw himself up and say rather
stiffly that he feared that it would be some time before they saw him
at Staplegrove. "You know, I am going abroad this summer with my mother
and Anna Sheldon," he continued gravely; "we are going to the Engadine
and the Italian Lakes."
"But that is not until August," returned Elizabeth, rather taken aback
by Malcolm's sudden gravity. She had been so pleased with him the
previous afternoon; her liking for him had deepened, and she had felt a
genuine desire for his friendship. In her secret heart she knew how
well he had behaved, and was grateful to him for his delicacy and tact;
but at this moment she felt as though she had received a douche of cold
water. "That is not until August, and it is only May now," she repeated
rather seriously.
"Yes, I know"--but here Malcolm lost his self-command. Perhaps the May
sunshine dazzled him, or the soft friendliness in Elizabeth's eyes and
that unvarying kindliness tried his endurance, but for once the
underlying bitterness found vent.
"I cannot come before I go abroad--you, of all people, ought not to
expect it! You must know how I feel--that it is not good for me! When I
am with you, I can scarcely endure my pain!" He spoke harshly, almost
flinging the words at her; but she answered him quite humbly.
"Forgive me, I did not want to hurt you," in a trembling voice--"I did
not understand."
"No, you have never understood," but there was no conciliation in his
tone; "you make things harder for me. Elizabeth, I ought not to have
said this, but the happiness of these two days has been too much for
me. I will keep away until I have regained mastery over myself, and
then I will come. If you want me--if there be anything that I can do
for you or your sister, you must send for me."
"I could not do that," she returned, averting her face, and showers of
white petals powdered the ground at her feet, as her nervous fingers
unconsciously stript the stalks--"you have made that impossible," And
then she continued impulsively, "Mr. Herrick, you must believe how
sorry I am. You have been such a friend--such a true, kind friend, and
I have been so grateful to you!"
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