American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
Willis French had more than once had occasion to remark that he owed
some of his luckiest moments to his failures. He had tried his hand at
several of the arts, only to find, in each case, the same impassable
gulf between vision and execution; but his ill-success, which he always
promptly recognized, had left him leisure to note and enjoy all the
incidental compensations of the attempt. And how great some of these
compensations were, he had never more keenly felt than on the day when
two of the greatest came back to him merged in one glorious opportunity.
It was probable, for example, that if he had drawn a directer profit
from his months of study in a certain famous Parisian _atelier_, his
labours would have left him less time in which to observe and study
Horace Fingall, on the days when the great painter made his round among
the students; just as, if he had written better poetry, Mrs. Morland,
with whom his old friend Lady Brankhurst had once contrived to have him
spend a Sunday in the country, might have given him, during their long
confidential talk, less of her sweet compassion and her bracing wisdom.
Both Horace Fingall and Emily Morland had, professionally speaking,
discouraged their young disciple; the one had said “don’t write” as
decidedly as the other had said “don’t paint”; but both had let him feel
that interesting failures may be worth more in the end than dull
successes, and that there is range enough for the artistic sensibilities
outside the region of production. The fact of the young man’s taking
their criticism without flinching (as he himself had been thankfully
aware of doing) no doubt increased their liking, and thus let him
farther into their intimacy. The insight into two such natures seemed,
even at the moment, to outweigh any personal success within his reach;
and as time removed him from the experience he had less and less
occasion to question the completeness of the compensation.
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