American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
“What—that one should never forget having once met Emily Morland?”
French rejoined, with a smile he could not repress.
“No,” said Emily Morland’s lover with simplicity. “But the coincidence.
You see, I’d made up my mind to ask you—.” He broke off, and looked down
at the sketch, as if seeking guidance where doubtless he had so often
found it. “The fact is,” he began again, “I’m going to write her Life.
She left me all her papers—I daresay you know about all that. It’s a
trust—a sacred trust; but it’s also a most tremendous undertaking! And
yesterday, after hearing something of what you’re planning about
Fingall, I realized how little I’d really thought the book out, how
unprepared I was—what a lot more there was in that sort of thing than
I’d at first imagined. I used to write—a little; just short reviews, and
that kind of thing. But my hand’s out nowadays; and besides, this is so
different. And then, my time’s not quite my own any longer.... So I made
up my mind that I’d consult you, ask you if you’d help me ... oh, as
much as ever you’re willing....” His smile was irresistible. “I asked
Bessy. And she thought you’d understand.”
“Understand?” gasped French. “Understand?”
“You see,” Paul hurried on, “there are heaps and heaps of letters—her
beautiful letters! I don’t mean—” his voice trembled slightly—“only the
ones to me; though some of those ... well, I’ll leave it to you to
judge.... But lots of others too, that all sorts of people have sent me.
Apparently everybody kept her letters. And I’m simply swamped in them,”
he ended helplessly, “unless you will.”
French’s voice was as unsteady as his. “Unless I will? There’s nothing
on earth I’d have asked ... if I could have imagined it....”
“Oh, really?” Paul’s voice dropped back with relief to its everyday
tone. He was clearly unprepared for exaltation. “It’s amazingly kind of
you—so kind that I don’t in the least know how to thank you.”
He paused, his hand still between the pages of the sketch-book. Suddenly
he opened it and glanced down again at the drawing, and then at French.
“Meanwhile—if you really like this thing; you _do_?” He smiled a little
incredulously and bent his handsome head to give the leaf a closer look.
“Yes, there are his initials; well, that makes it all the more....” He
tore out the page and handed it to French. “Do take it,” he said. “I
wish I had something better of her to give you—but there’s literally
nothing else; nothing except the beautiful enlarged photograph she had
done for me the year we met; and that, of course—”
V
Mrs. Paul, as French had foreseen she would be, was late at their second
appointment; later even than at the first. But what did French care? He
could have waited contentedly for a week in that blatant drawing-room,
with such hopes in his bosom and such a treasure already locked up in
his portmanteau. And when at last she came she was just as cordial, as
voluble and as unhelpful as ever.
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