Hereward, the Last of the EnglishKingsley, Charles
History
Hereward, the Last of the English
Kingsley, Charles
Great Britain -- History -- To 1066 -- Fiction
She heard no more. She turned away, her heart dead within her. She knew
all that these words implied, in days when the possession of land was
everything to the free man; and the possession of a son necessary, to
pass that land on in the ancestral line. Only to have a son; only to
prevent the old estate passing, with an heiress, into the hands of
strangers, what crimes did not men commit in those days, and find
themselves excused for them by public opinion. And now,--her other
children (if she ever had any) had died in childhood; the little
Torfrida, named after herself, was all that she had brought to Hereward;
and he was the last of his house. In him the race of Leofric, of Godiva,
of Earl Oslac, would become extinct; and that girl would marry--whom?
Whom but some French conqueror,--or at best some English outlaw. In
either case Hereward would have no descendants for whom it was worth his
while to labor or to fight. What wonder if he longed for a son,--and
not a son of hers, the barren tree,--to pass his name down to future
generations? It might be worth while, for that, to come in to the king,
to recover his lands, to----She saw it all now, and her heart was dead
within her.
She spent that evening neither eating nor drinking, but sitting over the
log embers, her head upon her hands, and thinking over all her past life
and love, since she saw him, from the gable window, ride the first time
into St. Omer. She went through it all, with a certain stern delight in
the self-torture, deliberately day by day, year by year,--all its lofty
aspirations, all its blissful passages, all its deep disappointments,
and found in it--so she chose to fancy in the wilfulness of her
misery--nothing but cause for remorse. Self in all, vanity, and vexation
of spirit; for herself she had loved him; for herself she had tried to
raise him; for herself she had set her heart on man, and not on God. She
had sown the wind: and behold, she had reaped the whirlwind. She could
not repent; she could not pray. But oh! that she could die.
She was unjust to herself, in her great nobleness. It was not true, not
half, not a tenth part true. But perhaps it was good for her that it
should seem true, for that moment; that she should be emptied of all
earthly things for once, if so she might be filled from above.
At last she went into the inner room to lie down and try to sleep. At
her feet, under the perch where Hereward’s armor had hung, lay an open
letter.
She picked it up, surprised at seeing such a thing there, and kneeling
down, held it eagerly to the wax candle which was on a spike at the
bed’s head.
She knew the handwriting in a moment. It was Alftruda’s.
This, then, was why Hereward had been so strangely hurried. He must have
had that letter, and dropped it.
Her eye and mind took it all in, in one instant, as the lightning flash
reveals a whole landscape. And then her mind became as dark as that
landscape, when the flash is past.
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