"If you are here to speak for your sister, I wish to hear no
explanations."
"I know it," Molly answered again; "but I need to give them; and,
please you, father, you will listen to me."
Mr. Wesley gasped. Of all his daughters this deformed one had
rendered him the most absolute obedience; of her alone he could say
that, apart from her bodily weakness, she had never given him a
moment's distress. In a family where high courage was the rule her
timidity was a by-word; she would turn pale at the least word of
anger. But she was brave now, as a dove to defend her brood.
"You are using a secret"--her voice trembled, but almost at once grew
steady again--"a secret between me and Hetty which I had no right to
betray. If I told it to mother, it was because she seemed to doubt
of Hetty's despair; because I believed, if only she knew, she would
come to Hetty and help her--the more eagerly the worse the need.
Mother will tell you that was my only reason. I was very foolish.
Mother would not help: or perhaps she could not. She went straight
to you with the tale--this poor pitiful tale of an oath taken in
passion by the unhappiest girl on earth. Yes, and the dearest, and
the noblest! . . . But why do I tell you this? You are her father
and her mother, and it is nothing to you; you prefer to be her
judges. Only I say that you have no right to my secret. Give it
back to me! You shall not use it to do this wickedness!"
"Molly!" The last word fairly took Mrs. Wesley's breath away; she
glanced at the Rector; but the explosion she expected hung fire,
although he was breathing hard.
Molly, too, was panting, but she went on recklessly. "Yes; a
wickedness! She swore it, but she did not mean it. Even had she
meant it, she was not responsible. . . . No, mother, you need not
look at me so. I have been thinking, and father shall hear the truth
for once. Had he been kind--had he even been just--Hetty had never
run away. Oh, sir, you are a good man! but you are seldom kind, and
you are rarely just. You plan what seems best to you--best for Sam
and Jacky and Charles--best for us too, maybe. But of us, apart from
your wishes, you never think at all. Oh, yes again, you are good;
but your temper makes life a torture--"
"Silence!" Mr. Wesley thundered out suddenly.
But the thunder did not affect Molly one whit.
"You may do what you will to me, sir; but you have heard the truth.
You are a tyrant to those you love: and now in your tyranny you are
going to do what even in your tyranny you have never done before--a
downright wickedness. Thwarted abroad, you have drunk of power at
home till you have come to persuade yourself that our souls are
yours. They are not. You may condemn Hetty to misery as you have
driven--yes, driven--her to sin: but her soul is not yours and this
secret of hers is mine not yours!"
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