William Wright stared at the door as it closed upon them. Hetty did
not stir. To reach it she must pass him. She stood by the
writing-table, her profile turned to him, her body bent with a great
shame; suffering anguish, yet with an indignant pride holding it down
and driving it inward as she repressed her bosom's rise and fall.
Even a callous man must have pitied her; and William Wright, though a
vulgar man, was by no means a callous one.
"Miss Hetty--" he managed to say, and was not ashamed that his voice
shook.
She did not seem to hear.
"Miss Hetty--" His voice was louder and he saw that she heard.
"There's a deal I'd like to say, but the things that come uppermost
are all foolish. F'r instance, what I most want to say is that I'm
desperate sorry for you. And--and here's another thing, though 'tis
even foolisher. When I came to speak to your father, day before
yestiddy, the first thing he did was to pay me down every penny he
owed me--not that I was thinking of it for one moment--"
She had turned her head away at first, yet not as if refusing to
listen: but now from a sudden stiffening of her shoulders, he saw
that he was offending.
"Nay, now," he persisted, "but you must hear me finish. I want you
to know what I did with it. I went home with it jingling in my
pocket, and called out my father and spread it on the counter before
him. 'Look at it,' I said, and his eyes fairly glistened.
'And now,' I said, 'hear me tell you that neither you nor I touches a
penny of it.' I took him up the hill to the cathedral and crammed it
into a box there. For the touch of it burned my fingers till I got
rid of it, same as it burned your father's. The old man fairly
capered to see me and cried out that I must be mad. 'Think so?' said
I, 'then there's worse to come.' I led him home again, went to my
drawerful of savings, and counted out the like sum to a penny.
'That's towards a chair for her,' said I; 'and that's towards a sofy;
and there's for this, and there's for that. If she will condescend
to the likes of me, like a queen she shall be treated while I have
fingers to work.' That's what I said, Miss Hetty: and that's what I
want to tell you, foolish as you'll think it, and rough belike."
She turned suddenly upon him with swimming eyes.
"'Condescend'?" she echoed.
He nodded. "That's so: and like dirt you may treat me. You did
once, you know. I'd like it to go on."
She spread her hands vaguely. "Why _will_ you be kind to me? When--
when--"
"When you'd far liefer have every excuse to hate the sight of me.
Oh, I understand! Well, I'd even give you that, if it pleased you,
and I could."
She looked at him now, long and earnestly. Her next question was a
strange one and had little connection with her thoughts.
"Did you sign that letter?"
"What letter?"
"The one you sent to father."
He fingered his jaw in a puzzled way. "I never sent any letter to
your father. Writing's none so easy to me, though sorry I am to say
it."
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