The congregation pitied Hetty. She, with Molly to help, had been the
parish alms-giver, here and at Epworth; and though the alms had been
small, kind words had gone with the giving. Of gratitude--active
gratitude--they were by race incapable: also they were shrewd enough
to detect the Wesley habit of condescending to be kind. She belonged
to another world than theirs: she was a lady, blood and bone.
But they were proud of her beauty, and talked of it, and forgave her
for the sake of it.
They hated the Rector; yet with so much of fear as kept them huddled
to-day at the west end under the dark gallery. A space of empty pews
divided them from Mrs. Wesley, standing solitary behind her daughter
at the chancel step.
"O God, who hast consecrated the state of Matrimony to such an
excellent mystery that in it is signified and represented the
spiritual marriage and unity betwixt Christ and his Church: look
mercifully upon these thy servants. . . ."
A squall of rain burst upon the south windows, darkening the nave.
Mrs. Wesley started, and involuntarily her hands went up towards her
ears. Then she remembered, dropped them and stood listening with her
arms rigid.
Under a penthouse in the parsonage yard, Molly and Johnny Whitelamb
watched the downpour, and the cocks and hens dismally ruffling under
shelter of the eaves.
"She was the best of us all, the bravest and the cleverest."
"She was like no one in the world," said Johnny.
"And the most loyal. She loved me best, and I have done nothing for
her."
"You did what you could, Miss Molly."
"If I were a man--Oh, Johnny, of what use are my brothers to me?"
Johnny was silent.
"The others were jealous of her. She could no more help excelling
them in wit and spirits than she could in looks. None of them
understood her, but I only--and you, I think, a little."
"It was an honour to know her and serve her. I shall never forget
her, Miss Molly."
"_We_ will never forget her--we two. When the others are not
listening we will talk about her together and say, She did this or
that; or, Just so she looked; or, At such a time she was happy.
We will recollect her sayings and remind each other. Oh, Hetty!
dear, dear Hetty!"
Johnny was fairly blubbering. "But she will visit us sometimes.
Lincoln is no great distance."
Molly shook her head disconsolately. "I do not think she will come.
Father will refuse to see her. For my part, after the wickedness he
has committed this day--"
"Hush, Miss Molly!"
"Is it not wrong he is doing? Is it not a wicked wrong? Answer me,
John Whitelamb, if we two are ever to speak of her again."
She glanced at his face and read how terribly old fidelity and new
distrust were tearing him between them. "Ah, I understand!" she
said, and laid a hand on his coat-sleeve.
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