Janet noted that her mistress's face was pale and her eyes
unnaturally bright with want of sleep, but held her tongue, being
ever a woman of few words. Together the two dressed the table and
set out the cold viands in case the travellers should arrive in time
for dinner. The rest of the meal would be sent in at a few minutes'
notice from the tavern at the entrance of the court.
Having seen to these preparations and paid a visit of inspection to
the bedrooms, she set out on her way back to Frith Street just as St.
Dunstan's clock was striking eleven. She left, promising Janet to
return before nightfall.
Night was dusking down upon the narrow court as she entered it again
out of the rattle of Fleet Street. She had lost her springy gait,
and dragged her legs heavily under the burden of the unborn child and
a strain which during the past four or five days had become a
physical torture. She came out of her own thoughts with an effort,
to wonder if the travellers had arrived.
Her eyes went up to the windows of Uncle Matthew's parlour: and,
while they rested there, the room within of a sudden grew bright.
Janet had entered it with a lamp, and, having set it down, came
forward to draw the curtains and close the shutters. At the same
moment in the other window an arm went up to the curtain and the slim
figure of Patty stood dark against the lamplight. She stood for a
moment gazing out upon the court; gazing, as it seemed to Hetty,
straight down upon her. Hetty came to a halt, crouching in the dusk
against the wall. Now that she knew of their arrival she had no wish
to greet either her sister or her uncle: nay, as her own dark shadow
overtook her--the thought of the drunkard at home in the lonely
house--she knew that she could not climb to that lighted room and
kiss and welcome them.
As her sister's hand drew the curtain, she turned and sped back down
the court. She broke into a run. The pedestrians in the dim streets
were as ghosts to her. She ought not to have left him. Heaven alone
knew how long this fit would last; but while it lasted her place was
beside him. Twice, thrice she came to a dead stop, and panted with
one hand at her breast, the other laid flat against a house-wall or
the closed shutters of a shop, and so supporting her. Men peered
into her face, passed on, but turned their heads to stare back at
her, not doubting her a loose woman the worse for drink, but pierced
with wonder, if not with pity, at her extraordinary beauty.
She heeded them not, but always, as soon as she caught her breath
again, ran on.
She turned the corner of Frith Street. Heaven knows what she
expected to see--the house in a blaze, perhaps: but the dingy
thoroughfare lay quiet before her, with a shop here and there casting
a feeble light across the paving-stones. The murmur of the streets,
and with it all sense of human help within call, fell away and were
lost. She must face the horror alone.
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