Hey Rub-a-dub-dub: A Book of the Mystery and Wonder and Terror of LifeDreiser, Theodore
General
Hey Rub-a-dub-dub: A Book of the Mystery and Wonder and Terror of Life
Dreiser, Theodore
American essays -- 20th century
In the face of a rampant and inane morality which is constantly seeking
to befog or misinterpret a world which needs to be seen quite clearly if
man is even partially to understand himself or the conditions by which
he is confronted, it is well to remember that life is secret, nearly
entirely so, in all its phases. Nature reveals Her secrets to no man,
save grudgingly and peradventure. By dint of slow searching and because
of his own necessities and sufferings he has discovered a few
things--how few, as contrasted with the vast sea of the all but
undiscoverable, not even the wisest can guess. And, even so, it is all a
process of inclusion, and hence exclusion. How little included? And how
much excluded? And Her secrecy is by no means moral or ethical or
generous in any way. Yet, confronted by all the iron and pagan mysteries
of a catch-as-catch-can world, and seeing daily and hourly that only the
strong or shrewd or gifted, or those befriended by them, survive, and
the weak and untalented are left to fester in want, and that only a
rather loose and not very protective or comforting balance or equation
is struck between extremes of any kind (even between his so-called God
and devil), man still persists in interpreting his needs or hopes or
dreams as the result of a super-tender administration of some kind, and
sniffs rather disconsolately, if not quite unbelievingly, at the hard
facts by which he is confronted. He is so anxious to think Nature kind,
generous, non-secret. Indeed, any well-reared-and-ordered moralist or
religionist would be inclined to contend, I am sure, that the world is
not in the main secret, or at least not maliciously so, and that, even
if it is, it should not be--innate desire for balance and equation
between so-called evil and good always urging him to this conclusion.
But, Nature is secret, quite maliciously so at times, and Her secrecy is
not to be escaped, even by those most anxious to condemn that phase of
Her character. All of us, as a part of Her, reflect this chiefest
characteristic as well as the most powerful instinct implanted in us by
Her--namely, the desire to preserve ourselves and propagate our kind as
against the lives and interests of all others. And, being confronted
also by one of Her sternest regulations, that only the shrewd, the
cunning, the appropriate or desired or presently essential or fit shall
survive when assailed by millions of other creatures not so fortunately
equipped, we are compelled to admit that we are at least a part of a
more or less internecine struggle and so do our best, willy-nilly, as
time and occasion may warrant or suggest to escape via secrecy,
intrigue, cunning and the like. In other words, we are compelled to
conceal that which is important to us and possibly inimical to others,
showing, in times of stress, only that which will help us; hence, we,
along with everything else, are compelled to be secret whether we wish
to or not.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account