Hey Rub-a-dub-dub: A Book of the Mystery and Wonder and Terror of LifeDreiser, Theodore
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Hey Rub-a-dub-dub: A Book of the Mystery and Wonder and Terror of Life
Dreiser, Theodore
American essays -- 20th century
and if that is a comfort--well, it is a comfort, but you do not thus
escape the essential facts of life. You merely invent a shield against
their too-sharp blows. Regardless of whatever dogmatic moralities may
have been dreamed, or yet may be, or attempted, life is still avid,
treacherous, astounding. Our little safety, if we have any, lies not in
the desires or intentions of our fellow-mortals, good, bad or
indifferent, or in their churches or creeds, or ours really, but in
their limitations. _They dare not do unto us for fear of what we will do
to them, or of what the machinery of equation which life has set up or
is conditioned by and now operates, will do to them._ All else is a
poet’s dream.
What, then, shall man do? Weep for that? Shall he despair and call life
a failure and a torment? Shall he say that it is limited, that there is
no opportunity for progress, or that the sweetness of those things
defined as love, charity, mercy, neighborliness and race sociability are
by such a governing condition destroyed? Not at all. Wherein is the
temperament of Nature Herself, Her sweetness, if such there be; Her
romance, if such there be; Her beauty, if such there be, altered by
this? Life is as it is--active, dancing, changeful, beautiful, at once
brutal and tender--regardless of how our theories would seek to make it
seem, and though it does as it chooses at times, or appears to, and
invents or assumes various guises of perfection, it is as it has always
been, both good and bad, yet held in a kind of equational vise or
harmony--neither too good nor too bad--or we would not now be here at
all, any of us, to tell the tale. As it is, and well within its
equational swing or law, there is room for the will to superiority in
the super-man as well as the trembling fears of the least of created
creatures. Nor is it impossible for man, with his puny strength or with
such force as he may gather, to attempt to upset this very equation and
so rule all; or, on the contrary, choose to live in sweetest peace with
his neighbor, if he can. He may, and great will be the wonder and charm
of his existence if he no more than try. But that he should succeed in
permanently so doing is not within his scope unless he should grow to be
the universe itself. On the other hand, under this same controlling
equation, a man may be a Colossus and bestride the world without
upsetting the equation ultimately. Like Alexander, he may sigh for more
worlds to conquer; or, like Hannibal, take refuge in despair and death.
Or, better yet, like some forceful and yet humble laborer at some small
task, he may seek to hide himself away in some simple peaceful realm,
free of the storms which rock these greater worlds, and still be secure
in one of those minor equilibriums which in the shadow of some of the
greater ones are always holding somewhere in part. For, roughly,
equation is always holding in one or many forms--dependent equations,
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