Hey Rub-a-dub-dub: A Book of the Mystery and Wonder and Terror of LifeDreiser, Theodore
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Hey Rub-a-dub-dub: A Book of the Mystery and Wonder and Terror of Life
Dreiser, Theodore
American essays -- 20th century
But is man happy? Is his game worth the candle? The sophisticated reply
that the fear of death proves that life is worth while, since all are so
eager to avoid it. But this is worse than no answer for it predicates
either no life at all, which is certainly no recommendation, or that
there may be worse things _there_ than those which befall man
_here_--certainly no proof of a keen joy in this.
The essential tragedy of life, then, and the thing which makes it
painful to consider, is this: that once man is raised above the
non-cerebrating and automatic sensory responsiveness of the beast he
becomes conscious of the rather obvious fact that he is either an
intelligently or an accidentally evoluted mechanism or minute tool in
the hands of something so much more significant than himself that he is
as nothing; and again, that to this force or intelligence above him his
little earthly schemes bear about as much relationship as do those of an
office boy bent on becoming a baseball pitcher to those of the Standard
Oil Company or the German Emperor bent on world dominion. And again--and
this is the darkest thought of all--it, our personal Creator, assumed by
the religionists at least to be so careful of our individual welfare,
may be little more than the veriest tyro in so far as the larger and
largest creative forces or impulses in the universe are concerned.
Manifesting little or no interest in us, no more perhaps than is needful
to its own welfare, it may be as little to the powers above it as are we
to it. For who can guess whether the thing or power which makes man is
the ultimate power or guiding force in so spacious a thing as the
universe? Already our chemists and physicists are inclined to doubt it.
Its impulses, humors, appetites and methods, as manifest in man, are by
no means of so glorious or illuminating a character as to inspire
admiration, even in its machine: man. Plainly, its methods and actions
bespeak as much of the lowest as of the highest that we know, and this
is as much evidenced by the thoughts, aspirations, tastes or habits,
chemically compulsory or no, of man, its product, and through whom it
seemingly expresses itself, as by its methods and procedure in other
ways, fumbling efforts and failures of all kinds. For man in his
capacity as chemist, physicist, fumbling philosopher, didactic or
synchronetic poet, experimenter or agnostic is scarcely a fit creature
for one to contemplate as the highest product of a so-called supreme
intelligence or God, or Good, however well he might look as the product
of a minor and so seeking hieratic power. For if God, or Good, as so
many have already pointed out, can do no better than produce the
quarreling, eating, seeking, spewing thing we know as man--and that is
the chief concern of His intelligence--!!!
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