While these dark conspiracies were hatching elsewhere, all was comfort,
peace and love in the doctor's quiet dwelling.
Under Marah Rocke's administration the business of the household went on
with the regularity of clockwork. Every one felt the advantage of this
improved condition.
The doctor often declared that for his part he could not for the life of
him think how they had ever been able to get along without Mrs. Rocke
and Traverse.
Clara affirmed that however the past might have been, the mother and son
were a present and future necessity to the doctor's comfort and
happiness.
The little woman herself gained rapidly both health and spirits and good
looks. Under favorable circumstances, Marah Rocke, even at thirty-six,
would have been esteemed a first-rate beauty; and even now she was
pretty, graceful and attractive to a degree that she herself was far
from suspecting.
Traverse advanced rapidly in his studies, to the ardent pursuit of which
he was urged by every generous motive that could fire a human
bosom--affection for his mother, whose condition he was anxious to
elevate; gratitude to his patron, whose great kindness he wished to
justify, and admiration for Clara, whose esteem he was ambitious to
secure.
He attended his patron in all his professional visits; for the doctor
said that actual, experimental knowledge formed the most important part
of a young medical student's education.
The mornings were usually passed in reading, in the library; the middle
of the day in attending the doctor on his professional visits, and the
evenings were passed in the drawing-room with the doctor, Clara and Mrs.
Rocke. And if the morning's occupation was the most earnest and the
day's the most active, the evening's relaxation with Clara and music and
poetry was certainly the most delightful! In the midst of all this peace
and prosperity a malady was creeping upon the boy's heart and brain
that, in his simplicity and inexperience, he could neither understand
nor conquer.
Why was it that these evening fireside meetings with the doctor's lovely
daughter, once such unalloyed delight, were now only a keenly pleasing
pain? Why did his face burn and his heart beat and his voice falter when
obliged to speak to her? Why could he no longer talk of her to his
mother, or write of her to his friend, Herbert Greyson? Above all, why
had his favorite day dream of having his dear friends, Herbert and Clara
married together, grown so abhorrent as to sicken his very soul?
Traverse himself could not have answered these questions. In his
ignorance of life he did not know that all his strong, ardent, earnest
nature was tending toward the maiden by a power of attraction seated in
the deepest principles of being and of destiny.
Clara in her simplicity did not suspect the truth; but tried in every
innocent way to enliven the silent boy, and said that he worked too
hard, and begged her father not to let him study too much.
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