"We have waited a long time for you to wake up, and now father
says we must go. You were so tired last night that I doubt if you
heard a word I said, although I thought I was making a great
impression in my new role as a business woman. I asked father to
give me the ranch, not because I wanted to own it but to save you
from your madness. The cattle are all mine now and I leave them in
your care. Whatever you do I will consent to, if you will leave
your guns at home. Is that too much for a friend to ask? I know
that Mr. Creede is your friend too, and I admire your devotion to
his cause, but I think you can do just as much for him and more by
not risking your life in a battle against the sheep. They are so
many, Rufus, and they have their rights, too. Father is confident
that the Forest Reserve will be declared next Winter and then the
sheep will be debarred forever. Can't you give over the fight for
my sake? And I will pay you any price--I will do anything you ask;
but if you should be killed or kill some other man, I could never
be happy again, though I gained the whole world. Dear Rufus,
please--but I leave it for you to decide--"
The note ended abruptly, it was not even signed, and Hardy could
imagine the agitation in which it was written. Dear little Lucy,
always thinking of others, always considerate, always honest and
reasonable. If only Kitty--But no--in her own right as Queen of Love
and of his heart, she was above all criticism and blame. It was a
madness, deeper than his anger against the sheep, mightier than his
fiercest resentment--he could not help it; he loved her. Changeable,
capricious, untamed, she held him by her faults where virtues would
hardly have sufficed in another. He had tried, and failed; so long as
she was in the world he must love her. But what a life! He cast the
letter from him and his heart turned to Jeff and the big fight, the
battle that they had planned to wage together. In the rush and
struggle of that combat he could forget the pangs which tortured him;
he could have his revenge on life, which had treated him so shabbily!
And yet--and yet--could he desert a friend like Lucy--Lucy who would
give her life to make him happier, who had always by every act tried
to make him forget his sorrows?
For a long time he sat with his head bowed, thinking. Then he rose up
and took down his long-barrelled Colt's, fingered it lovingly, and
thrust it, scabbard and all, into the depths of his war bag.
As he rode down the hill into the camp that afternoon Creede came out
to meet him, and when his eyes fell upon the empty belt, he smiled
knowingly.
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