Deaf women -- Fiction; Father figures -- Fiction; Painters -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Young men -- Fiction
These words seemed at first to stupefy Mat: they burst upon him in the
shape of a revelation for which he was totally unprepared. It had never
once occurred to him to doubt that Valentine was secretly informed
of all that he most wished to know. He had looked forward to what the
painter might be persuaded--or, in the last resort, forced--to tell him,
as the one certainty on which he might finally depend; and here was this
fancied security exposed, in a moment, as the wildest delusion that ever
man trusted in! What resource was left? To return to Dibbledean, and,
by the legal help of Mr. Tatt, to possess himself of any fragments of
evidence which Joanna Grice might have left behind her in writing?
This seemed but a broken reed to depend on; and yet nothing else now
remained.
“I shall find him! I don’t care where he’s hid away from me, I shall
find him yet,” thought Mat, still holding with dogged and desperate
obstinacy to his first superstition, in spite of every fresh sign that
appeared to confute it.
“Why worrit yourself about finding Arthur Carr at all?” pursued Mrs.
Peckover, noticing his perplexed and mortified expression. “The wretch
is dead, most likely, by this time--”
“I’m not dead!” retorted Mat, fiercely; “and you’re not dead; and you
and me are as old as him. Don’t tell me he’s dead again! I say he’s
alive; and, by God, I’ll be even with him!”
“Oh, don’t talk so, don’t! It’s shocking to hear you and see you,” said
Mrs. Peckover, recoiling from the expression of his eye at that moment,
just as she had recoiled from it already over Mary’s grave. “Suppose he
is alive, why should you go taking vengeance into your own hands after
all these years? Your poor sister’s happy in heaven; and her child’s
took care of by the kindest people, I do believe, that ever drew breath
in this world. Why should you want to be even with him now? If he hasn’t
been punished already, I’ll answer for it he will be--in the next world,
if not in this. Don’t talk about it, or think about it any more, that’s
a good man! Let’s be friendly and pleasant together again--like we were
just now--for Mary’s sake. Tell me where you’ve been to all these years.
How is it you’ve never turned up before? Come! tell me, do.”
She ended by speaking to him in much the same tone which she would have
made use of to soothe a fractious child. But her instinct as a woman
guided her truly: in venturing on that little reference to “Mary,” she
had not ventured in vain. It quieted him, and turned aside the current
of his thoughts into the better and smoother direction. “Didn’t she
never talk to you about having a brother as was away aboard ship?” he
asked, anxiously.
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