Highlands (Scotland) -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Scotland -- History -- 18th century -- Fiction
The pain of it became too much to bear. He tried to force himself back
to the present. But there remained one more memory, one more brutal
image that would not lie still---a savagery that went beyond simple
violence. For it was the cold, unfeeling hand of Death: death to the
young, who so desired life.
The vaginal blood ran again, as if in mockery of their love. His
second son, stillborn, lay beside her in the bed, as she clutched his
hand in uncomprehending pain and fear. The physician bowed his head in
resignation, and walked away.
No gentle and loving farewell was left to her, only life seeping out,
and death creeping in. She knew that it was over, and in the final
moments only begged him to go on, to love their living son, and try
not to hate. But as she died his hope died with her. The one love, the
one exception, had gone from his life.
And in time he grew harder and more ruthless than before, a meanness
added to the fire of his charge, as innocence enraged him, and naivety
invoked his wrath.....
How could she be gone, the one he held so close? There was no
justice..... God? If such a being had stood before him in that moment,
telling him the reason, he would have cursed him and tried to kill
him.
The Lord Purceville found himself alone, on the bed that he had made,
his eyes as dry as the desert of his life, the hateful emptiness of
the present. It was pointless: to look for meaning in a world where
none existed, to search for reason among the airless stones of a
ruined temple. He had never known such bitterness.
There was nothing left. Nothing but to destroy his enemies, and live
out his life in defiance, unvanquished and unawed. The soft light that
had tried to suffuse his soul, was snuffed out like an insolent candle
in ancient and unchangeable darkness.
He had made his choice. The night had wounded him, but not enough. He
had chosen the sword long ago, and by the sword he would die. He cast
aside worthless sentiment, and studied the end-game before him.
Because stone is hard---it does not change---and a stream will run to
its conclusion.
Thirty-One
Michael woke with a sense of foreboding that was almost physical. He
often felt uneasy after too short a sleep, as if hearing the distant
thunder of inevitable death. But this was more immediate, more
intense.
The knowledge of what he must do that day had never left him, but had
woven itself in and out of his dreams. It was not that.
Something was wrong. Where was Margaret MacCain, and why had she left
the hut deserted? Looking across at Purceville's empty bed, he felt
his throat tighten and his heart beat heavily. Pulling on his boots
and long coat, he walked as calmly as he could to the door of the
ancient dwelling, afraid what he might find on the other side. He
opened it.
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