Highlands (Scotland) -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Scotland -- History -- 18th century -- Fiction
"It's not what you think," he said weakly, head down. "What we did,
was bad enough. But she was dead when we arrived." He put one sleeve
to his eyes. "She left a note, which I gave to Mary, asking her to
forgive..... My father. . .burned her body as a warning, and to
frighten his own men into action. I hate what we've become. I hate
it."
... "I believe you," said Michael slowly. "And I'm sorry."
"Please don't say any more."
The Highlander started to walk away. "No, wait," said Stephen. "I want
you..... I want someone to hear this."
"I'm listening."
Purceville shifted uncomfortably, resisting to the end. Then spoke
what he truly felt: the only eulogy the woman would ever have.
"She was my governess, and treated me kindly. But I never told her. .
.that I loved her, too." He started to lower his head in despair, then
raised it again in sudden resolution. "We've got to get Mary out, and
away from all of this. She deserves so much more, than this."
"We will, Stephen. Tonight." A pause. "Would you like me to help you?"
"No. It is my responsibility. Mine....." The realization stunned him.
He fought back a sob. "Dear God, I am weary of graves."
"Then let us vow to do the work before us well," said Michael, "that
there may be no more."
"You don't understand," said Stephen. "If we rescue my sister and her
guardian, and you take them away from here, your fight is ended. But
mine is just begun."
Michael wrestled with his own emotions, then came up and put a hand on
the troubled man's shoulder.
"You've made a good beginning, my friend. You've looked the Devil in
the eye."
Purceville met his penetrating gaze, puzzled that these simple words
should mean so much. And in that moment this stranger was so like
Mary---the way he spoke, the way he knew him so well.....
"Stephen. Every man chooses his own time to stop running. And it's
only when you turn, that you find out what you have inside you. I
cannot lie, and say it will be easy, or that you will triumph simply
because your cause is just. The truth is that it's much harder to be a
good man than a bad one, to do what's right, than to be selfish and
afraid. I've fought the Devil, in my way, for thirty years, and come
to no reward. On the contrary, my life has been a constant struggle.
"And tonight," he went on, "I face the battle of my life. Nothing else
matters, in all the world. And so help me, Stephen, I'm terrified. I
speak of faith, and yet I do not feel it. Getting Mary safely away is
everything. Everything
. If I fail, or injure her in the attempt, my own life is less than
meaningless. My life must end....."
Then it was he who stiffened in defiance. "But God or no God, I will
have her out. With all my soul I swear it. She will be freed."
Stephen studied him, both stirred and bewildered. "Who are
you?"
Michael, too, hesitated at the truth. It could forge a bond between
them, or destroy everything.
... "I am Michael Scott. Another man lies in my grave."
Stunned silence.
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