“Look here, Mistress Nancy!” he exclaimed as soon as he recovered his
breath, “why do you want to take this wearisome journey at this season
of the year, just to visit the home of this poor exciseman?” and he
wonderingly regarded the face that had suddenly grown flushed and
pensive, as she looked with worshipful eyes at the large engraving over
the fireplace, which contained the figure of Burns in a characteristic
attitude, reading one of his poems to the group of people that surrounded
him.
“I want to see him once more before the fire of his genius grows cold,”
she answered dreamily. “I want to see him in his home with his—his
wife and children around him.” She might have told him that she was
heart-hungry for a sight of that dark, glowing face, the flashing black
eyes that had thrilled her with such blissful pain, for the sound of
that rich, majestic voice, that had so often stirred the uttermost
depths of her heart. She felt that the yearning of her soul would not be
satisfied till she had seen him again, spoken with him. She hoped, yet
dreaded, that the sight of his changed face, his miserable surroundings,
the commonplaceness of it all, of meeting the exciseman with his wife
and children around him, rather than the idealized poet, would silence
forever the strange unrest of her soul, banish all thoughts of sentiment
from her mind, and destroy the spell of glamour which he had all
unconsciously thrown about her. These thoughts flew through her mind
with lightning speed while her father was making up his mind how best to
dissuade her from her purpose.
“I fear me, Nancy, ’twill give us both more pain than pleasure,” he said
finally. “We may even lose our respect for him.”
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