The next few days Jean was very busy with her preparations for their
sojourn at the seaside. The date of their departure was already fixed and
it now lacked but a few days before they would bid farewell to Ellisland
forever, for Robert had decided to take up his residence in Dumfries when
his visit was ended, for the duties of his new office would necessitate
his being there the quarter part of his time.
As the day of their departure drew near, Robert grew more and more
depressed, and day by day he sat in melancholy silence beside the window
gazing with unseeing eyes upon the tangled yet graceful wilderness of
flowers. Jean watched him in growing fear and anxiety as he sank deeper
and deeper into those protracted fits of gloom and depression, and
vainly sought to find some reason for the sudden change. He had been so
elated at getting his promotion and at the many advantageous changes
it would make in their condition—had dwelt with affectionate wonder on
Eppy’s kindness in extending to them the invitation to accompany them to
Brow, and had seemed to greatly improve in health and spirits for a few
days. Then came Gilbert’s letter stating that he had arrived in time to
prevent the eviction of the dear ones at home. The letter had plunged him
into a state of feverish excitement and restless anxiety, and all day he
would sit at the open window, watching with burning eyes the long narrow
road that twisted and turned on its way to Mossgiel, straining his eyes
eagerly at the approach of any casual traveler who might be passing,
then with a look of patient despair, sink back in his chair, pale and
listless, his unfocused eyes again gazing into space. One night after he
had left his chair and had retired to his bed for the night, looking more
haggard than usual, Jean spied on the floor a crumpled paper which had
evidently dropped from his nerveless hand. Picking it up, she smoothed
it out and found it to be Gilbert’s letter, which she had not seen, as
Robert had read it to her and then put it carefully aside. Slowly her
gaze wandered over it. Suddenly she gave a great start, for at the bottom
of the page this sentence caught her eye: “Mary leaves to-morrow for the
Highlands and will pass through Ellisland.” Thoughtfully she put the
letter on the chair where he could find it in the morning, and sat down
by the cradle of the bairn and gently rocked him till his fretful crying
ceased; then she gave herself up to the heart-burning thoughts that
filled her mind. She had tried so hard to be patient all these years, she
had struggled and struggled to do her duty without a word of complaint,
she thought, while bitter tears of patient grief and secret yearning
for the love that she knew belonged to another rolled down her sorrowing
cheek. She had no word of complaint to make against Robert though, for
he had never sought to deceive her once, and there was no feeling of
resentment in her heart against the little dairymaid. It was not the
child’s fault.
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