her father, his face white with rage, his jaw set and determined. He
seized her roughly by the arm, and thrusting her back into the house,
had taken one understanding look at her figure in its tight-fitting
habit, then with an outburst of bitter anger and shame he cursed her
and the author of her disgrace, cursed her like a madman, cursed her
till he was spent with the force of his passion. She tried to explain,
to tell him the truth, that she was a wife, but the words froze on her
lips. His words and manner struck terror to her very soul; she feared
for her very life’s safety. With all her despairing strength she freed
herself from his clutch and stood cowering, panting, her hands raised to
shield herself from the blow she expected every moment to fall on her
defenseless body from the insane man. As he approached her with hand
upraised, she gave one quick shriek, one wild look around and darting
under his arm reached the door. Quickly she opened it and sped like a
swallow to the side of her waiting horse. With one bound she was on his
back, and away she galloped like the wind, leaving her astonished father
standing in the doorway shaking his fist after her in impotent anger.
She had given rein to her horse, not heeding or caring where he took her.
Her one and only thought was to get away, far away; so she rode on and
on, over brook and brush, through bog and mire till gradually her fear
had subsided, and, reining in her horse, she looked around, and with a
thrill of joy and wonder she saw Mossgiel Farm in the distance. Surely
fate had guided her horse’s footsteps in this direction, she thought
eagerly. Her course was clear now, she would go to him, to her husband,
he would protect her. So she had continued her journey to the cottage,
where she brought naught but misery and sorrow to its inmates.
As Mrs. Burns left the room Jean gazed after her in bitter silence. She
wished she had not come. She knew she was not welcome. Far better to have
faced her father’s anger. “But the die is cast. I have made my bed,”
she told herself wearily. She realized how futile it was to repine over
the past, and she felt too exhausted, too miserably unhappy to think of
the future. She would stay here perhaps a night, then she didn’t know,
couldn’t think what would happen. At all events she could never return
to her father’s home now. He had spurned her from him, and she was not
wanted here. Nobody wanted her now. Her lips quivered convulsively and
big tears of self-pity rolled quietly down her pale cheeks.
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