“Heaven bless ye, Mary,” he whispered brokenly. “The thought of your love
will gie me courage to bear my exile bravely.”
“Exile!” she repeated shuddering. “Oh, what a drear word, to think ye
must be exiled in your noble youth, that ye maun leave your hame, your
country, to live alone in some foreign clime.” The tears streamed down
her pallid cheeks. “We will a’ miss ye sair, lad,” she continued bravely,
“and we will pray for ye, an’—an’—oh, ’twill be sae hard to say good-by,
perhaps forever.” She threw her arms about his neck and clung to him
passionately.
He held the weeping child in his strong, loving embrace, his face close
to hers. “Oh, why was I born, only to bring sorrow, pain an’ disgrace to
those I hold dear?” he cried in an agony of grief and remorse. “Bitterly
am I atonin’ for my act o’ imprudence; an exile, a failure,” he gave a
mirthless little laugh; “aye, a failure, for e’en the hopes of success
held out to me have a’ vanished in disappointment. Oblivion has enveloped
me in its darkening pall, for whichever way I turn naught but darkest
gloom, with not e’en a ray of light, meets my wretched gaze.” A flash of
lightning pierced the darkness, followed shortly by a heavy, prolonged
roll of thunder. She nestled closer to his side.
“Be not discouraged, laddie,” she said; “’tis always darkest before dawn,
an’ who kens what may yet happen?”
“Ah, nae, nae,” he interrupted with a despairing shake of his head, “e’en
the elements conspire against me, for I maun face this coming storm on
foot to reach Greenock. ’Tis all a part of my just punishment.” The wind
had risen and with it a driving mist which soon enveloped them in its
damp embrace. But they heeded it not.
“Bide a wee, dinna go to-night,” she pleaded, while the wind tossed her
tangled curls seductively around his neck and in his sorrowing face.
“Listen to the wind. Oh,’tis a bad night to start on a journey,” and she
clung to him tighter, her skirts flapping about his limbs like some live
thing, thrilling him by their touch.
“Before ye came out, lassie,” he replied quietly, stilling the tumult
in his heart, “I wrote some verses in this book as a parting song; how
appropriate they are for this occasion ye will see. Listen,” and holding
the book up to the light he began to read:
“The gloomy night is gathering fast,
Loud roars the wild inconstant blast;
Yon murky cloud is foul with rain,
I see it driving o’er the plain;
Chill runs my blood to hear it rave,
I think upon the stormy wave,
Where many a danger I must dare,
Far from the bonnie banks of Ayr;
’Tis not the surging billows’ roar,
’Tis not that fatal deadly shore,
Tho’ death in every shape appear,
The wretched have no more to fear;
But round my heart the ties are bound,
That heart transpierced with many a wound;
These bleed afresh, these ties I tear,
To leave the bonnie banks of Ayr.”
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