Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Staffordshire (England) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Then George came into the room again, hesitated, and shut the door
carefully.
"I suppose it's no good shilly-shallying about," he said, in such a tone
as he might have used had he been vexed and disgusted with Hilda. "I
have got a wife living, and she's in Devonshire! I expect she's been
inquiring in Turnhill if I'm still in the land of the living. Probably
wants to get married again herself."
Hilda glanced at his form, and suddenly it was the form of a stranger,
but a stranger who had loved her. And she thought: "Why did I let this
stranger love me?" It was scarce believable that she had ever seriously
regarded him as a husband. And she found that tears were running down
her cheeks; and she felt all her girlishness and fragility. "Didn't I
always know," she asked herself with weak resignation, "that it was
unreal? What am I to do now?" The catastrophe had indeed happened to
her, and she could not deal with it! She did not even feel tragic. She
did not feel particularly resentful against George. She had read of such
catastrophes in the newspapers, but the reality of experience nonplussed
her. "I ought to do something," she reflected. "But what?"
"What's the use of me saying I'm sorry?" he asked savagely. "I acted for
the best. The chances were ten thousand to one against me being spotted.
But there you are! You never know your luck." He spoke meditatively, in
a rather hoarse, indistinct voice. "All owing to Florrie, of course!
When it was suggested we should have that girl, I knew there was a
danger. But I pooh-poohed it! I said nothing could possibly happen....
And just look at it now!... I wanted to cut myself clear of the Five
Towns, absolutely--absolutely! And then like a damnation fool I let
Florrie come here! If she hadn't come, that woman might have inquired
about me in Turnhill till all was blue, without you hearing about her!
But there it is!" He snapped his fingers. "It's my fault for being found
out! That's the only thing I'm guilty of.... And look at it! Look at
it!"
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