Hilda Strafford: A California StoryHarraden, Beatrice
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Hilda Strafford: A California Story
Harraden, Beatrice
California -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Ranches -- Fiction
Ben seemed to be quite a broken man, and went about his work as one
seeing nothing and caring for nothing. Graham and Lauderdale and Holles
tried their best to reach him with their kindness and sympathy; but he
seemed unreachable, as though he had climbed to some distant mountain,
and had cut himself off from human aid. But he liked to have Jesse
Holles near him, remembering always that Jesse had been fond of Robert,
and had given him many an hour of willing help. He looked after his
ranch as usual, and rode over to Hilda every day without fail. He spent
very little of his time with her personally, but worked on Robert’s
ranch, finding a melancholy satisfaction in continuing what his friend
had begun. He tended the horses, and helped Hilda in many ways. He
cultivated, he pruned, and then he came up to the house, and sat down
quietly with her, watching her as she prepared tea, watching and
wondering and turning over many things in his mind. He was intensely
sorry for her, but he had not told her that in words, although he knew
she understood it from his deeds. In spite of all that had occurred,
he could not help being strongly attracted to her, and sometimes when
he was alone at home, he found himself torn in pieces by his great
bereavement, by his sympathy with Hilda’s remorse, by his attraction to
her, and his repulsion from her. Thus the storm swept furiously over
Ben Overleigh. He told her once or twice that he would like to buy
Robert’s ranch, and he thought they would not have any difficulty in
arranging the matter. She did not make any definite reply, nor did she
show any interest in his suggestion. She seemed strangely indifferent
about the fate of the ranch, and about her own affairs and plans,
which were being held in abeyance by the great railway strike. It was
obvious, of course, that she would return home as soon as she could,
but she never once spoke of home, and never once referred to the strike
as interfering in any way with her own intentions. But she did speak of
Robert, and then there was no mistaking the remorse in her manner, and
the awe in her voice.
“I can never forget how I wounded him,” she said.
Ben did not answer her on these occasions; and his silence always stung
her.
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