Hilda Strafford: A California StoryHarraden, Beatrice
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Hilda Strafford: A California Story
Harraden, Beatrice
California -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Ranches -- Fiction
“Such good news!” he cried; “the strike is over. There has been some
kind of a compromise between the company and the men, and some of the
mails are through. I’ve got a ton-load for you in this gunny-sack.
Nothing for me, of course, except my religious paper. That never gets
lost.”
She put the magazines on one side, and opened her home letters. They
were the first she had received in answer to her own letter telling of
Robert’s death. Her father wrote most kindly, enclosing an order on one
of the banks to cover her passage-money.
“Of course you will come back at once,” he said, “and take up your life
where you left it.”
The letter fell from her hands.
The old life was offered to her again. There it was waiting for her,
and she was free to go and accept it, and taste once more of the things
for which she had been starving.
She was free. There was no one and nothing to hinder her. She could go
back, and put these sad events and her remorse and her great mistake
away from her remembrance. She argued that one had not to suffer all
through one’s life for a mistake. She had not meant to be cruel to poor
Robert, but she ought never to have come at all. And now she was free
to go, and once at home again these months would seem to her as a time
of which she had dreamed during an uneasy night.
But no sense of gladness or thankfulness came over her. She sat there,
and bit her lips.
Home? What did she want with home?
She rose and went into the living-room, carelessly throwing her letters
and papers on the table. The bank bill fell down, and she stooped and
picked it up, and her fingers moved as though they were being impelled
to tear it in shreds.
But she tossed it whole on to the table. She struck a match to light
the lamp, but changed her mind and let the darkness creep on unrelieved.
Ben Overleigh rode up half an hour afterwards, and found her thus.
“I have come to tell you that the strike is over, and the train service
begins to-morrow,” he said.
“I have heard,” she said rigidly.
“You must be glad to hear the news,” he said. “This time of waiting
must have been very trying for you.”
She did not answer.
“And now at last you will be able to go home to your friends,” he said.
She was silent.
“I wanted to speak to you about the ranch,” he continued, a little
nervously. “I have set my mind on buying the place, and carrying out
Robert’s ideas. I hope you will give me the opportunity. If you look
over his papers, you will find at what figure he valued his property.
I only speak of it, because I thought that the certainty of being able
to sell the ranch and receive money down at once, might make it all the
easier for you, now that the line is open, to arrange your plans, and
return home.”
“Home?” she echoed, as though in sudden pain.
Ben started.
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