Hildebrand; or, The Days of Queen Elizabeth, An Historic Romance, Vol. 1 of 3Anonymous
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Hildebrand; or, The Days of Queen Elizabeth, An Historic Romance, Vol. 1 of 3
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Great Britain -- History -- Elizabeth, 1558-1603 -- Fiction
But though Inez repaired to her chamber, she did not retire to
rest. Indeed, to have sought repose in the state of mind she
was in, agitated with contending influences, would have been
the extreme of folly. Yet it was not any remembrance of the
conduct of her guardian that engaged her attention. The anger and
indignation arising from that source, though deep and bitter,
was soon lost in her anxiety concerning the disappearance of
her lover. She started a whole host of conjectures, as to the
manner in which he had effected his escape, but none of them
could reduce, in any material degree, her excruciating doubts of
his safety. Whatever had been the mode of his egress from the
casement, she fancied that he could not descend from so great a
height, by his own unaided efforts, and under the disadvantage
arising from the darkness of the night, without incurring injury.
A thrill of anguish shot through her frame, as, pursuing this
train of reflection, she thought that he might now be lying
disabled on the damp ground, writhing under the torture of a
broken limb. Yet, how could she afford him any succour? how could
she even ascertain, without the cognizance and sufferance of her
guardian, that he needed succour?
She pondered on the subject till she grew distracted. At last,
after she had thought of every possible mode of proceeding, she
resolved to wait till the household should have retired, and then
search for her lover in the garden.
She did not determine on this step without some hesitation. In
making an assignation with a stranger, without so much as knowing
his name, or ever interchanging a word with him, she may seem
to have manifested little delicacy, and committed excessive
indiscretion; but, before passing judgment on her conduct, it
must be borne in mind, in reference to her being the first mover
of the assignation, that this was in accordance with the custom
of her country, and was no way singular or unusual. She invited
Hildebrand to meet her, if his sentiments were such as, on the
two occasions she had seen him, he had endeavoured to reveal
to her by his looks; and though this might not be a legitimate
favour, it was a gallantry that was every day practised, and the
bachelors of Cadiz hardly ever ventured to address a young lady,
especially when she was remarkable for her beauty, till they
received some such licence.
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