Children -- Death -- Juvenile fiction; Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Farm life -- Juvenile fiction; Siblings -- Juvenile fiction
"I am as well and as happy as I can be anywhere away from you.
That to be sure is but a modicum of happiness and good
condition -- very far from the full perfection which I have
known is possible; but you will all be contented, will you
not, to hear that I have so much, and _that I have no more?_ I
don't know -- I think of your dear circle at home -- and though
I cannot wish the heaven over your heads to be a whit less
bright, I cannot help wishing that you may miss one
constellation. You can't have any more than that from poor
human nature -- selfish in the midst of its best generosity.
And yet, mother and Winifred, your faces rise up to shame me;
and I must correct my speech and say _man's_ nature; I do
believe that some at least of your side of the world are made
of better stuff than mine.
"'All are not such.'
"But you want to hear of me rather than of yourselves, and I
come back to where I began.
"I went to see Mr. De Wort the day after I reached here. I
like him very well. He received me politely, and very
handsomely waived the customary fee ($250) and admitted me to
the privileges of his office upon working terms. So I am
working now, for him and for myself, as diligently as I ever
worked in my life -- in a fair way to be a lawyer, Winnie. By
day engrossing deeds and copying long-winded papers, about the
quarrels and wrongs of Mr. A. and Mr. B. -- and at night
digging into parchment-covered books, a dryer and barrener
soil than any near Wut-a-qut-o or on the old mountain itself,
and which must nevertheless be digged into for certain dry and
musty fruits of knowledge to be fetched out of them. I am too
busy to get the blues, but when I go out to take an exercise
walk now and then at dusk or dawn, I do wish I could transport
myself to the neighbourhood of that same mountain, and handle
the axe till I had filled mother's fireplace, or take a turn
in the barn at father's wheat or flax. I should accomplish a
good deal before you were up; but I wouldn't go away without
looking in at you.
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