Children -- Death -- Juvenile fiction; Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Farm life -- Juvenile fiction; Siblings -- Juvenile fiction
If these things were a charge, it was one for which he was
abundantly rewarded, every night and every morning, and knew
it. But the other part of the burden, the drain upon his
purse, was not so easily to be met withal. There was no
helping it. Winnie's state of health made her simple wants,
simple as they were, far more costly than his own had been;
and he would and did supply them. He could bear to starve
himself and lie hard; but Winnie would very soon starve to
death; and the time when she could sleep softly on a hard bed
had once been, but would never be again, literally or
figuratively. Winthrop never shewed her how it was with him;
not the less it was almost the ebb; and whence the flow was to
come, was a point he saw not. He was not yet admitted to
practise law; his slender means were almost all gathered from
teaching; and he could not teach any more than he did. And
this consciousness he carried about with him, to the office,
to market, and to his little sister's presence. For her his
face was always the same; and while she had it Winnie thought
little was wanting to her life.
One morning when she had it not, she was lying wearily
stretched out on the couch which was hers by day and
Winthrop's by night. It was early June; the sun was paying his
first instalment of summer heat, and doing it as if he were
behind-hand with pay-day. Winnie's attic roof gave her a full
share of his benefits. The hours of the morning had worn away,
when towards noon a slow step was heard ascending the stairs.
It was her hostess, come up to look after her.
"All alone?" said Mrs. Nettley.
"Oh yes! --" came with most fervent breath from Winnie. Her
head uneasily turned the other cheek to the pillow.
"Poor child!" said Mrs. Nettley; and every line of her careful
and sympathetic face said it over again. "Poor child! -- And
Mr. Winthrop's been away all the morning!"
"I don't know why you call me _poor_," said Winnie, whose nerves
could not bear even that slight touch, if it happened to touch
the wrong way; -- "Of course he's been away all the morning --
he always is."
"And you're tired. I didn't mean _poor_, dear, in the way that I
am poor myself; -- not that poor, -- I only meant, -- because you
were so much here all alone without your brother."
"I know what you meant," said Winnie.
"It's hot up here, isn't it," said Mrs. Nettley going to the
window. "Dreadful. It's hot down stairs too. Can't we let a
little air in?" --
"Don't! It's hotter with it."
Mrs. Nettley left the window and came and stood by Winnie's
couch, her face again saying what her voice did not dare to
say, -- "Poor child!" --
"Mrs. Nettley --"
"What, my love?"
"I'm very cross --"
"No you aren't, my love! you're only tired."
"I'm very cross -- I don't know what makes me so -- but
sometimes I feel so it seems as if I couldn't help it. I'm
cross even to Winthrop. I'm very much obliged to you, but you
must think I aint."
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