Children -- Death -- Juvenile fiction; Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Farm life -- Juvenile fiction; Siblings -- Juvenile fiction
"Have you it?" was his next question. He had left the bed's
side and stood by hers.
Elizabeth wrung her hands and threw them apart with almost a
cry, -- "Oh I would give uncounted worlds if I had! --"
And the channel being once opened, the seal of silence and
reserve taken off, her passion of feeling burst forth into
wild weeping that shook her from head to foot. Involuntarily
she took hold of the bedpost to stay herself, and clung to it,
bending her head there like a broken reed.
She felt even at the time, and remembered better afterwards,
how gently and kindly she was drawn away from there and taken
back into the other room and made to sit down. She could do
nothing at the moment but yield to the tempest of feeling, in
which it seemed as if every wind of heaven shook her by turns.
When at last it had passed over, the violence of it, and she
took command of herself again, it was even then with a very
sobered and sad mind. As if, she thought afterwards, as if
that storm had been, like some storms in the natural world,
the forerunner and usher of a permanent change of weather. She
looked up at Winthrop, when she was quieted and he brought her
a glass of water, not like the person that had looked at him
when she first came in. He waited till she had drunk the water
and was to appearance quite mistress of herself again.
"You must not go yet," he said, as she was making some
movement towards it; -- "you are cold. You must wait till you
are warmed."
He mended the fire and placed a chair for her, and handed her
to it. Elizabeth did as she was bade, like a child; and sat
there before the fire a little while, unable to keep quiet
tears from coming and coming again.
"I don't know what you must think of me, Mr. Winthrop," she
said at last, when she was about ready to go. "I could not
help myself. -- I have never seen death before."
"You must see it again, Miss Elizabeth; -- you must meet it
face to face."
She looked up at him as he said it, with eager eyes, from
which tears ran yet, and that were very expressive in the
intensity of their gaze. His were not less intent, but as
gentle and calm as hers were troubled.
"Are you ready?" he added.
She shook her head, still looking at him, and her lips formed
that voiceless 'no.' She never forgot the face with which he
turned away, -- the face of grave gentleness, of sweet gravity,
-- all the volume of reproof, of counsel, of truth, that was in
that look. But it was truth that, as it was known to him, he
seemed to assume to be known to her; he did not open his lips.
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