Children -- Death -- Juvenile fiction; Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Farm life -- Juvenile fiction; Siblings -- Juvenile fiction
"They needn't care," said Asahel, who was also at the box-
side. "They can bear to be not quite so smart as other folks.
Mr. Haye said he never saw such a pair of young men; and I
guess he didn't."
Winifred sighed and still looked into the box, with a face
that said plainly _she_ would like to have them smart.
"O well, mamma," she said presently, "I guess they will look
pretty nice, with all those new things; and the socks are
nice, aren't they? If it was only summer -- nobody can look
nicer than Winthrop when he has his white clothes on."
"It will be summer by and by," said Mrs. Landholm.
The evening came at last; the supper was over; and the whole
family drew together round the fire. It was not a very
talkative evening. They looked at each other more than they
spoke; and they looked at the fire more than they did either.
At last Mr. Landholm went off, recommending to all of them to
go to bed. Asahel, who had been in good spirits on the matter
all along, followed his father. The mother and daughter and
the two boys were left alone round the kitchen fire.
They were more silent than ever then, for a good space; and
four pair of eyes were bent diligently on the rising and
falling flames. Only Winifred's sometimes wandered to the face
of one or the other of her brothers, but they never could
abide long. It was Mrs. Landholm's gentle voice that broke the
silence.
"What mark are you aiming at, boys? -- what are you setting
before you as the object of life?"
"What _mark_, mother?" said Rufus after an instant's pause.
"Yes."
"To make something of myself!" he said rising, and with that
fire-flashing nostril and lip that spoke his whole soul at
work. "I have a chance now, and it will go hard but I will
accomplish it."
The mother's eye turned to her other son.
"I believe I must say the same, mother," he replied gravely.
"I have perhaps some notion of _doing_, afterwards; but the
first thing is to be _myself_ what I can be. I am not, I feel, a
tithe of that now."
"I agree with you -- you are right, so far," answered the
mother, turning her face again to the fire; -- "but in the end,
what is it you would do, and would be?"
"Profession, do you mean, mamma?" said Rufus.
"No," she said; and he needed not to ask any more.
"I mean, what is all this for? -- what purpose lies behind all
this?"
"To distinguish myself!" said Rufus, -- "if I can, -- in some
way."
"I am afraid it is no better than that with me, mother," said
Winthrop; "though perhaps I should rather say my desire is to
_be distinguished_."
"What's the difference?" said his brother.
"I don't know. I think I feel a difference."
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